Fading - Suspian story.

Prologue

When we disappeared a thousand years ago. I never thought I was coming back to the place I hold so dear to my heart. And when I came back for the second time, I thought I was going to stay. But I was wrong.

So here I am. Again back in my own horrible world. Where war is still the order of the day. I am sad.

No not sad. I am desperate.

I do everything to go back, to go back to the place I was happy.

To see Caspian again.

I know Lucy and Edmund have seen him and that he is three years older now.

I know Aslan is here, in our world. Only here he has another name we must know him by.

"But there I have another name. You must learn to know me by that name. This was the very reason you were brought into Narnia, that by knowing me here for a little, you might know me better there."

I am trying.

But I feel in my heart I am failing to believe in Narnia.

Failing to believe in Him.

I can't find him here, in our world.

I feel it.

I am fading.