Addicted To You // Andy Fowler (Complete)

Fourteen

🌸Lilac🌸

Sunday

I wake up alone. I look around my room and see no sign of Andy, except for the fact that his shirt is on my floor. Then I hear a noise from downstairs.

I walk downstairs to see Prim, Vicki, and Andy. They're awkwardly staring at each other.

"Uhm...you guys okay?" I ask.

Vicki nods her head whilst still looking at Andy.

"Vicki, no staring!" I scold her. She looks at me and giggles.

"Why not?" She asks.

"He's mine." I reply protectively.

"He is now, is he? How do you know that?" She asks.

"Victoria Skylar Lansen! I said no." I yelled.

She laughs. "Okay, okay."

"Andy, this is Vicki. Vicki, this is Andy." I introduced. I introduce people way too much now a days.

Andy nods and looks at me.

"So...you two aren't fighting?" Prim asks.

"No." I replied.

"You told her?" Andy asks.

"Well, no. She went through my phone because I didn't lock the screen and found out that you weren't texting me. I told Vicki though." I explained.

Andy sighs.

"What?" I ask.

"You really just can't keep things to yourself." He mutters.

"Excuse me? You left me crying and wondering why you weren't answering me! I was in pain! I needed to tell someone!" I yelled.

Andy looked down ashamed. " I'm sorry babe. I really am."

I sigh and walk up to give him a hug. "It's okay."

I was wearing his hoodie and when I hugged him my sleeve rolled up a bit. The only person who could see was me luckily. But then again not so lucky. Let's just say I wasn't on the best terms when Andy stopped talking to me and I needed to let go of some of the pain. This is the only way I know.

"Well, I'm gonna leave now." I heard Vicki say.

"I'm going up to my room." Prim said.

"Okay. Bye Vick." I said.

She waved and left. Prim walked up the stairs to her room.

My sleeve was still rolled up a bit so I pulled it down. Andy saw me pull it down.

He kept looking back and forth between my arm and my face. Then he gently rolled my sleeve up, knowing that if he thinks what happened, happen (which it did), then it probably hurts.

He stares at my arm with a blank expression.

"Did I make you do this?" He asked.

"Well, uh, n...not entirely. I was just, uhm...I don't know." I stammered.

He shook his head. He finally removed his eyes from my arm and looked into my eyes. His eyes were full of tears.

He cupped my cheek with his hand and gently stroked my cheek with his thumb.

"I'm so sorry." He said. I could see that he really was.

"It's okay. You didn't mean to." I replied.

"It's not okay. I'm the worst person ever." He said, his voice cracking at the last three words.

"No, you're not, Andy. I was just hurt. That's done now. I'm okay now." I assured him.

He nodded and a tear slid down his cheek. I wiped it away with my thumb and kissed his cheek.

"I love you." Andy said.

"I love you too." I said back.

He kissed my lips tenderly and then pulled me into a hug. I nuzzled my face into his neck.

I never realized how much I missed him until now. Now I'm so happy he's back and I don't ever want him to leave again, even though obviously at some point he'll have to leave again.

****

Andy had to go back to his flat because Blair asked him to. I didn't want him to leave. I never want him to leave.

Then I got a text.

Mikey👾: Hey Lilac! I just wanted to say I'm sorry again for not answering you.

Me: It's okay. I'm over it now.

Mikey👾: What you up to?

Me: Nothing much. Just enjoying some quiet time.

Mikey👾: I wish I could do that but Rye and Brooklyn are making that pretty hard.

Me: 😂😂 I feel very bad for you. I don't know how you survive with them.

Mikey👾: I don't either. They're the most annoying people ever. Rye and Brooklyn are the most loudest people on the planet! 😂😂

Me: 😂 Yeah. I learned that before I even met you, Rye, Jack, and Brooklyn. I met you guys because Rye was yelling at the top of his lungs in Westfield.

Mikey👾: 😂😂😂 Wow! That's one of the most strangest ways to meet people!

Me: Yeah.

Mikey👾: We've got to go to the studio now. Talk to ya (I've done this twice now, but I don't care) later.

Me: Okay. Bye!

It was easier to forgive Mikey, Rye, and Jack because I didn't feel as bad. It was Andy who was on my mind 24/7. I was scared that he forgot about me or something. I've already talked about this multiple times, but I still think about it. It sticks in my mind. The thought of being without Andy. I don't want to imagine it. I hate to even have a tiny thought about it cross my mind. I don't know what I would do without him.

Hey guys! The last part was pretty deep. But it's about two people loving each other endlessly, so what do you expect?

When I write 'Anyway' I always want to write 'Andyway' for some reason 😂😂 It happens everytime.

Anyway, hope y'all have an amazing day!

See you on the flip side!