Addicted To You // Andy Fowler (Complete)

Sixteen

🐯Harvey🐯 (Surprise!)

When I kissed her all I thought about was the feeling of her lips. Then when she started trying to push me away I realized it was wrong. I let her go. What was Andy gonna say if he found out?

I was seriously freaking out. How was I even supposed to look at Andy without feeling guilty? He's gonna kill me if he finds out! He'll hate me forever!

What have I done?

🌸Lilac🌸

Tuesday

I'm still thinking about what happened yesterday. I know I should tell Andy, but I'm too scared to.

Then I heard a knock on my door. I went downstairs and opened it to see Mikey standing there. I would usually be upset that it wasn't Andy, but this time I was relieved. Maybe I could tell Mikey about this.

"Hey Mikey." I said with a slight smile.

"Hey. You alright?" He asked.

I shook my head slowly.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"Come in and sit down. Then I'll tell you." I said.

He came in and sat on the sofa in the living room. I sat next to him and chewed on my tongue, something I do when I'm really nervous.

"So, what's wrong?" He asked.

"Yesterday, Blair asked Andy to come home and Harvey was here," I began. "He left, leaving Harvey and I alone. Harvey and I were both hungry, so I made us food."

I looked up at him and saw his eyebrows furrowed and he nodded for me to go on.

"Whilst I was making us food we were talking and laughing about things. Then he started complimenting me. I thought it was weird, but I thought it was just a random act of kindness. Then he started playing with my hair. It made me feel extremely weird, but I still didn't say anything."

I looked at Mikey again to see him looking confused. He nodded again.

"Then he brought me closer to him and kissed me. I stood there shocked for a few seconds before I realized what was happening. Then I started trying to push him away. He said he was sorry after and he didn't know what came over him."

Once again, I looked at Mikey to see him now staring at me wide-eyed.

I sighed, "I just don't know what to do. Andy's gonna be pissed if he finds out, but I know he should find out, and it would probably be best if it was from me. I just don't know how to explain to him that his best friend kissed me. I didn't want to or anything and it isn't my fault, but I don't want him to get mad at Harvey and I don't want him to get mad at me-"

"Hey, calm down. It'll be alright." Mikey interrupted. He patted my back.

"What should I do?" I asked.

"Just...tell him the truth. That's what he'll want. Make sure that it's not a time where he's upset or really happy. If he gets mad, just give him some time. If you miss an important part like that you didn't want to kiss Harvey and all that then just text him or tell him once he's not freaking out." Mikey said.

I nodded. "Okay. Thanks Mikey."

I gave him a quick hug.

"No problem." He said. "Maybe just call him over here now. I'll stay until he gets here."

I nodded. "Okay."

Me: Hey Andy. Can you come over?

Andy❤: Okay. Be there in 10. Love you!