Addicted To You // Andy Fowler (Complete)

Five

🌸Lilac🌸

"Hey! Lilac!" I heard a voice behind me yell. I know who that voice belonged to. My ex boyfriend, Jayden.

I felt Prim clinging to my arm even more.

Jayden was abusive. He used to hit me and one time he hit Prim.

I slowly turn around to look at him. He was smirking at me. He came closer to me. Soon he was standing only about an inch away from me. I couldn't move. I was frozen.

Jayden looked at Prim. "You don't need to be a cling-on. Come on, let go of her."

Prim listened and she let go of me and went closer to Andy and Brooklyn.

Jayden grabbed onto my hips and tried to look into my eyes, but I wouldn't let him. I couldn't let him see how scared I was of him.

"I missed you baby." He said. He tried to lean in to kiss me, but I moved backwards.

"GET AWAY FROM ME!" I screamed at him.

"Woah, woah. Hey, it's okay babe." He said.

"W-We w-were over y-years a-ago." I said. I was trying to sound strong and independent, but the stuttering just made me sound like I was terrified, which I was.

"What are you talking about? We never broke up." He states.

I backed away farther so I was pretty much behind Andy. Brooklyn and Harvey looked at me confused.

I decided to text Andy so he would know what's going on.

Me: He's my ex boyfriend. He was abusive. We ended the relationship a long time ago.

After Andy read the text he looked at me sympathetically.

Andy: Do you want to go somewhere else?

Me: Yeah.

Andy showed Brooklyn and Harvey the texts and they frowned.

I grabbed Prim's hand and all five of us left.

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We ended up going to the park near their flat. Prim and I were sitting on the swings whilst the boys were sitting on the ground in front of us. Rye, Jack, and Mikey soon came out and Harvey went inside.

Prim kept looking at me, unsure of what to do. I sent her a small smile just to let her know it's okay. She's not good in these kinds of situations. Being in front of strangers isn't her favourite thing in the world; it's not mine either, but honestly I don't really think of them as strangers anymore. I think of them more as friends.

"LILAC!" Rye yelled, bringing me out of my thoughts.

"W-What?" I asked.

"We were trying to talk to you and you were ignoring us." Andy pouted. I giggled. He's so cute. What? No he's not. Okay, that's a total lie. He's extremely cute.

He smiled at me showing his dimples. I offered a small smile back.

"Why don't you two just get married already?" Brooklyn blurted out. I could feel my face going red and Andy's face was bright red.

"S-Shut up." I muttered.

They all laughed at me. I even heard a little giggle from Prim. I turned to her and stuck my tongue out at her, and she did the same to me.

"Okay, children. Let's not start a fight here." Andy said.

"Okay dad." I mumbled. As soon as those words came out a wave of sadness came over me. I looked at Prim to see if she heard, but she was smiling at something Jack was saying to her. Good. I don't want her to know what I just said.

That's when it came. The flashbacks.

I came out of the bathroom to hear my mom screaming downstairs and the sound of something smashing. I was about to go downstairs to see what was wrong, but my dad ran upstairs and stopped me.

"Grab Prim, go to your room, and hide in the closet." My dad instructed.

I furrowed my eyebrows at him, but nodded and did as I was told.

I went to Prim's room to see her staring at the door in fear. "What's wrong with Mommy?"

"Sshhhh. Come here." I whispered. She came to me and I grabbed her hand and lead her to my room.

I silently opened the door since it was closed and went into the room. I slowly closed it and went to my closet. In my closet is an attic and I knew that's what my dad meant when he said to go to the closet.

I moved a part of the ceiling that was the entrance to the attic and lowered the latter. I let Prim go up the latter first and--

"LILAC!" All the boys yelled in unison.

I blinked a few times. "Huh? What?"

"You did it again." Mikey states.

"I-I'm sorry. What were y-you guys t-talking about?" I asked.

I was happy that they brought me back from that before anything got really bad. That didn't stop me from thinking of the worst part; we were fighting right before this all happened and I told my mom that I wished she was dead.

Andy put his hand on my knee, causing sparks to shoot up my whole leg. "Are you okay?" I saw that his eyes were full of concern.

I nodded and looked at Prim. She was looking at me with concern as well. I offered her a small smile to try and convince her that I was okay, but she's known me long enough to know that I really wasn't.

Andy took his hand away from my knee. I wanted to grab his hand and put it back on my knee again. What is this boy doing to me?

Hey guys! I'm exhausted right now because I stayed up until around 4am and had to get up at 6:30am for school. I don't know why I do these things to myself.

Anyway, hope you like this chapter and I hope you all have a good day!

See you on the flip side!