Addicted To You // Andy Fowler (Complete)

Twenty Two

🐼Vicki🐼 (Surprise!)

I'm not gonna lie, I really like Andy. I know this is a rude thing to say, but I don't think him and Lilac work together (HOW DARE YOU!!!). I mean, Andy's outgoing, funny, and just an all around great guy. Then there's Lilac who's shy, mostly serious, and has a terrible past that keeps her from being a good person. (Girl, I'mma smack you!) Andy deserves better than that.

🌵Andy🌵

When Lilac texted me I started freaking out. I was scared that Vicki didn't tell her I didn't kiss back. I love Lilac; everyone knows that. Vicki said that Lilac doesn't deserve me and I should be with her, which I don't think is true. I don't feel like I deserve her (Lilac), actually. Lilac's a great person. She seems shy, mysterious, and in some way, really sad when you first meet her. But after she gets comfortable around you she's funny, caring, happy, loving, and an awesome person. I don't know how someone could say something like that about her!

🌸Lilac🌸

Sunday

I woke up in Andy's bed, once again. The boys begged me to stay. I decided that I would stay just to shut them up. I also like waking up in Andy's bed. Don't ask why.

I looked at Mikey who was laying on his bed. It looked like he was editing a video. They made a video yesterday. Brooklyn and I weren't in it though, of course. Brooklyn doesn't wanna tell anyone what happened just yet.

Mikey sees me looking at him and smiles at me. "Good morning, Lilac."

I returned the smile. "Morning Mikey."

"Did you just wake up?" He asks.

"Yeah." I yawned. "When did you wake up?"

"Uhhh...about 8am." Mikey replied.

Wait...what time is it?

I check my phone to see what time it is. It's 10:19am. Then I see a text pop up on the screen. I check the message.

Vicki🐼: Andy's mine! He deserves so much better than you! You're just a stupid whore!

I covered my mouth to keep myself from making any sound as tears clouded my vision became blurry. I sobbed quietly into my hand and a few tears fell.

What did she mean that Andy was hers? Did Andy say he loved her? Did Andy actually kiss back?

Andy did kiss back, he just doesn't want to hurt your feelings. Andy loves her, not you. He just realized that.

No. That can't be true! Andy loves me. He said so himself yesterday!

Doesn't matter. It was a lie. He just feels bad for you, so he said he loves you.

But then why does he tell me he loves me all the time?

Because he didn't realize that he really doesn't love you until now. He despises you! You're who he hates the most!

But that just can't be true...

Sorry sweetheart, it is.

A loud sob left my lips.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Mikey asked. He climbed onto Andy's bunk and pulled me into a hug. I sobbed into his shoulder.

"What's going on?" Jack asks as him and Rye walk into the room.

Jack sees me crying and gives me a sympathetic look.

"What happened?" Rye asks.

"V-V-Vicki." I stutter.

"What did she do?" Mikey asks.

I hand him my phone. He reads the message from her a few times.

"Oh, Lilac. You know that's not true." Mikey says.

"What's not true?" Rye asks.

Mikey hands my phone to Rye. Jack reads it over his shoulder.

"Oh, Lilac. You know Andy only loves you. I think everyone knows that too. She's just jealous that you have a good relationship whilst she doesn't." Jack says.

I nod and wipe away my tears.

"C-Can we go see Andy?" I ask.

"You wanna see him?" Mikey asks.

I nod. "Please."

"Okay. Come here." Rye says.

I get down from Andy's bunk and hug Rye whose arms are open for a hug.

"Andy loves only you. I think you might even be his favourite person." Rye assures me.

How can he be so sure?

****

We get to the hospital and I practically ran to Andy's room. When I got inside Andy's room he looks at me.

"Hey love. What's up?" He greeted.

"Hey babe. I just really wanted to see you." I said. I laid down beside him on the bed. When I snuggled into his side, he pulled me onto his chest and hugged me close.

"Babe, I'm so sorry I didn't tell you. I was going to, I swear." He says.

I nod and look up at him. "I-It's fine."

"I don't think it is. You're stuttering." He points out.

I sigh. "Andy, I feel like you don't really love me. Like you only say that 'cause you feel sorry for me. And now I feel untrusted."

He brushes some strands of hair behind my ear. "Lilac, I don't know how to show you I love you. I just...I don't understand why you just can't tell I love you. I love you so much, Lilac. And I trust you just as much."

I stay quiet.

"Lilac, babe. I love you so much. No words can describe how much I love you. And it's okay if you hate me, I get it." Andy says. His voice breaks a bit at the last part.

"Andy, I could never hate you. I love you. I just...I don't feel like you love me the same." I say.

"When you're not here with me, it's like everything turns black and grey. Then when you're with me, the colour comes back. When I see you smile, I can't help but smile too. Your smile is one of the best things I could ever look at. When I'm holding you, I feel tingles going all through my body. When I have some good or bad news about something, you're the first person I wanna tell. I always wanna be there when you're down so I can make you smile again. You're my princess, my everything. I never want to leave your side, not even for a second. I love you so much. I can't describe how much I love you. No words could ever describe how much you mean to me." Andy says.

By the end my vision is blurred by tears. Andy kisses me passionately. He places his forehead on mine and looks deep into my eyes. Normally I would be extremely uncomfortable, but with Andy I'm rarely uncomfortable.

I lay my head back on his chest and he rubs my arm with his hand whilst he intertwines our fingers with his other hand.

Soon I feel myself drifting off.

Hey guys! Woah, I didn't know Andy could say a whole paragraph about how much he loves someone😂 JK. I think anyone could do that. Well...except for me. I probably could do about two sentences..

Anyway, hope y'all have an awesome day!

See you on the flip side🌵