Addicted To You // Andy Fowler (Complete)

Twenty Four

🌸Lilac🌸

Tuesday

I woke up in Andy's bed, once again. He was on his phone whilst he was playing with my hair. I kissed his cheek, causing him to look at me and smile.

"Morning beautiful." He says.

"Morning handsome." I say back.

I play with his hair and he just smiles.

"You're lucky you're not dead!" Brooklyn says.

I look at him. "It doesn't look like Andy would freak out if someone would touch his hair."

Brooklyn sighed and tried to touch Andy's hair. Andy moved on top of me to get away from Brooklyn.

Andy pointed at him. "Don't touch!"

I laughed. "Okay then. I guess you were right."

Andy notices what position we're in and blushes. I play with his hair again and he smiles. He lays down on me and I could see him still smiling.

"Comfy?" I ask.

He nods. "Yeah. You?"

"Yeah." I don't know why, but for some reason I am pretty comfortable. Andy should be squishing me to death right now, but somehow he's not.

We lay like that for a while until Blair walks in.

"Andy, we need to go to the studio. Lilac, you can come if you want." Blair says.

Andy sighs and get off me.

Then I get a text.

Prim🐦: Hey Lilac. I miss you.

Me: I miss you too.

Prim🐦: Vicki's dropping me off at home. Can you come home soon please?

Me: Sure. I love you.

Prim🐦: Okay. Love you too.

"Come on Lilac! Get your lazy ass up!" Rye yells.

I groan. "Whyyy?"

"Because. Andy wants you to come to the studio. Come on. You don't want to make Andy disappointed, do you?" Rye asks.

I sigh. "No."

"Well, come on, then."

I hesitantly get off Andy's bunk and start getting ready.

****

All seven of us (Blair, Andy, Rye, Jack, Brook, Mikey, me) get to the studio. We go inside. I look around. I've only ever seen the studio in vlogs.

I look down at my legs and sigh. Why am I so fat?

Andy came over to me and hugged me from behind. He placed his head on my shoulder and stared at me. I stare back at him and fake a smile. I don't want him to know what I think about myself. He seems to understand that the smile wasn't real, though.

"You alright love?" He asks.

I nod."Yeah. Everything's perfect."

"You sure? You looked a bit upset." Andy says.

"Andy, I'm fine." I lied.

"Okay, whatever you say." Andy says, not satisfied by my answer.

He let's go of me and walks up to the other boys, leaving me feeling unsafe and insecure all over again.

I watch the boys mess around. Then they start singing a random song. After a while I realize they're singing Miss Taken. I don't know why I didn't know that!