i love him. well, i mean, i haven't really talked to him but he's just so perfect. how could a boy like him like me. my friends say im dreaming too big. maybe one day he'll notice me..
Updated every Monday and Tuesday
Its the end of the day now and I'm so nervous I don't want to go to meet Jimin. I mean- i do but ugh im just so weird and he won't like me. Ever.
I say my goodbyes to Taylor and Hannah. "Good luck, we love you and have fun okay?" They say and i nod not really taking in their words because im so nervous.
Why am i so nervous it's not a date. Im just a nerd who is helping a really hot guy. Its nothing more than that.
I walk into the library and immediately spot the beautiful boy that is Park Jimin. I walk over to him and mentally prepare myself for this. He notices me and waves "Hello thank you so much for meeting me and agreeing to help me" he scratches the back of his head and looks down.
Is he nervous? Wait- why would he be nervous im literally a potato? Ugh~
"Oh um its fine. I didn't have any plans today anyways. Do you have plans?" Wow i cant believe i just actually acted like a normal person while talking to Jimin.
"Oh I have to meet my friends Taehyung and Jungkook in 2 hours but that should be enough time right?" I nod and immediately start getting my stuff out. Jimin gets his stuff out too and we begin studying. He's actually not that bad and didn't need a lot of help. "Hey, why are you always so afraid to talk to me?" Jimin asks in a soft low tone that makes me get the chills. I stay quiet for a second and then answer "I don't really know i guess because you are so popular and im the complete opposite." I finally say and look down losing confidence. "You're pretty cool to me," he says with a big smile and i blush so hard "You know we should hang out more i think you and your friends will like mine." I look at him in shock "r-really a-are you sure i mean me and my friends are very um weird." I say worriedly. "Yea duh, so are mine, c'mon sit with us at lunch tomorrow" he says with a giggle and he pokes my cheek. "U-um okay, I'll tell my friends.." i am going to die for the 100th time in 2 days. "Well i have to go meet my friends now but this was fun I'll see you tomorrow." We exchanged numbers and he winks and gathers his things and leaves. While i am still in awe i hear my phone ring. Its Hannah, i answer with a breathless tone. "H-hi" "YAH YOU HAVE TO COME OVER AND TELL ME AND TAYLOR HOW IT WENT" i sigh and agree and head over to meet my friends. ---- I tell my best friends everything that happened making sure not to leave out a single detail. They are sitting there practically holding in their screams and yelling. After i am done they jump up and start yelling and fan girling even more than i am. Probably because im still in shock that this even happened. While all of this is happening i get a text. All of us stop and look at each other and then at my phone. "Im beyond terrified to check my phone." I say to my friends as they laugh and roll their eyes at my ridiculousness. "Just go check the dang phone are you kidding me?" Taylor says as she pushes me towards my phone. I grab it and unlock the phone slowly. "Ugh just check it you're being way too dramatic right now." Hannah scolds me and i check the message from Jimin.
Jimin: hey :) today was really fun
Me: oh hi and really i didn't know 'studying' was fun
Taylor and Hannah hit me because of my reply "what i dont think studying is fun" they roll their eyes and give each other looks.
Jimin: haha youre right its not fun so maybe we can do something else together and I'll bring my friends and you bring yours?
I scream and jump away from my phone "GUYS IM GONNA CRY" i say as i fall off the bed and onto the floor to roll in a ball. "ANSWER ARE YOU CRAZY I WANT TO MEET HIS HOT FRIENDS" Hannah yells at me and gives me my phone.
Me: Oh sure my friends would like to do that it would be fun.
Jimin: Great! This weekend? We can go bowling. Jungkook knows a really great place.
Me: Sure just text me the address and we'll be there
Jimin: okay I'll talk to you later im with my friends right now
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"HE SENT A PIC IM GONNA DIE" i scream and save the picture. "OOO jungkook is HIS FRIEND?" Taylor says. Oop- someone also has a crush "yes, and taehyung his also his friend but he has like 4 more but i dont know their names." I say trying to think of the other 4 friends names. "IM SO EXCITED" hannah says from the hallway holding ice cream in her hands. "ICE CREAMMM" i jump up and grab it out of her hand. "Oh we are also gonna sit with them for lunch tomorrow, Jimin invited us." They look at me and start attacking me because i didn't tell them this before.
I am so freaking out when i get home. What is gonna happen? Im honestly scared. What if i ruin my chances with an angel like Jimin. Hm i don't think I have a chance anyways.
-------
GUYS IM SO EXCITED. I need to actually plan this out so i get everything in that i want to happen- byebye xx
