the boy~ Jimin Fan fiction

chapter 8

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I wake up and do my normal morning routine. But everything about this morning is not 'normal' i don't think anything will ever be 'normal' ever again. Not that things were ever normal before but still.

I walk out of my house to the car and head to school.

I wish i didn't have to go to school. I wish Jimin would just tell me why he's being this way to me..

When i arrive at school everything seems normal but its not. Hannah and Taylor greet me as usual and we fan girl about kpop boys. Then me and Hannah head to class. They don't ask how i am or what's going on. Probably because they known and they just want to talk about happy things. I like that though. I get tired of people watching me cry and picking up my broken pieces. I want to talk about kpop all day because that's what makes me happy. Unfortunately life is not like that...
Every class was normal for the most part. In biology (which i have with Jimin and Hannah) Jimin gave me a piece of paper.

Hey..
Please meet me in the library after school.
I need to talk to you. I've thought about a lot of things... Im ready to explain absolutely everything to you.
Please come.. im so sorry for how I've been to you.. - Jimin

I read the paper without drawing to much attention to it so no one asks me what its about. Everytime me and Jimin talks in school i get looks and stares like they're gonna kill me. I don't think Jimin notices though.. i wish he would and say something to them..

At lunch i sat with Hannah, Taylor and Jimin's friends. "Me and Jungkookie got Overwatch wanna play after school? Jin has it im pretty sure." Taehyung suddenly says. "Uh oh yea I'm not that good but I'll text you when i get home to play." I figure why not it'll help take my mind off things.. when i say I'll play Taehyung's eyes light up. "Really?! Yayyy! Jungkook did you hear that she said she will play with us!" Taehyung turns to Jungkook and slaps his arm to get his attention. I giggle as the boys now are arguing and fighting about who is the better Overwatch player.

Today is actually not that bad..
Im glad Jimin's friends are so nice especially Taehyung. Hopefully things with Jimin will be okay.. im nervous to meet up with him after school..

I tell Hannah and Taylor where I'm going after school in our last period class. "Really? What do you think he'll say or tell you?" Hannah asks nervously clearly feeling my emotions. "Ugh isn't it obvious? He is going to confess his love to her!" Taylor says laughing but she is serious. I look at her and roll my eyes.

That would be nice.. but i honestly have no clue.

I say goodbye to my friends and head to the library. While walking i start to think of what could happen. I have no idea so its hard to imagine. It doesn't take long to get there from my last period of the day. I get inside and sit at a table and go on my phone to text Jimin.

Me: Jimin im at the library now.. are you almost here?

Jiminie: Yea sorry i had to turn in a paper for Jungkook real quick.

Me: okay

I go on Twitter to check what my favorite kpop idols are doing while waiting for Jimin to get here. It doesn't take him long. Ive only been waiting for 4 minutes. "Hi im sorry I'm a little late.. i forgot that i agreed to do that for Jungkook." Jimin says breathlessly like he ran here.

Hm maybe the class was far away and he didn't want to keep me waiting. I might be over thinking this i dont know...

"Its fine you aren't that late.." i say not making total eye contact. I've gotten better at talking to him if i just don't look him in the eyes for very long. "Oh good.." he says taking a seat across from me. "Listen, im also really sorry about yesterday. I was gonna tell you everything but i got scare- i mean not scared but like i just- ugh anyways.." he says barely making full sentences. I give him my attention to continue. "I just had to think and collect information." I give Jimin a confused look and tilt my head to the side like a puppy dog. "What?" I ask quietly. He obviously ignores my question and continues on with his explanation. "I think im finally ready.." he looks at me and my heart starts to beat at a rapid unhealthy rate.
What? What are you finally ready for? Just spit it out im dying here.