i love him. well, i mean, i haven't really talked to him but he's just so perfect. how could a boy like him like me. my friends say im dreaming too big. maybe one day he'll notice me..
Updated every Monday and Tuesday
Its been a few weeks now and we went back to school after about 3 days of being off because of flooding. It was a nice 3 days. We just chilled out and me and Taylor talked to Hannah finally. Hannah is fine and almost like normal now but we haven't found out about her and Jin if there even is anything..
Its after school on a Tuesday and we are going to a park to hangout. Me, Hannah, Taylor, Jungkook, Jimin, Jin, and Taehyung are going. Yes i know taehyung? Really? Yes he has apologized and him and Hannah usually just avoid each other.
I ride with Hannah and Taylor over to the park while the boys ride in Jimin's car with him. Jin is bringing some food so he went in his own car with the food.
I feel so happy that everything is semi back to 'normal' i really do love these people :)
"Ugh i got my period yesterday and i have really bad cramps do you have medicine?" Hannah turns to me and Taylor and asks us. "Uhm yea i do one sec." Taylor says reaching into her bag. "Guys i haven't gotten my period this month. But its normal to be a little bit late right?" I say looking at them. "Um how late?" Hannah says worried. "About a week?" I say unsure because i haven't been keeping track. "Oh no mr. Small hands got you preggo." Taylor says jokingly. "Stop i doubt that, we use protection and we haven done "it" that much. Maybe like 2 or 3 times..." I say trying not to think about me actually being pregnant. "Well just wait maybe a week more and then take a pregnancy test." Hannah says being motherly like always. "Okay i will thanks mom." I say with a big smile.
We arrived at the park and we get a picnic table to sit at. "Hey~" Jimin says sitting next to me and putting his arm around me. "Hi Jiminie~" I say kissing his cheek. Taylor and Jungkook help Jin and Hannah with getting the food like good children. Taehyung comes and sits down across from me and Jimin. "Hi Jennifer and Jimin how are you today?" He says with his box smile. "We're good. You?" Jimin says not letting me speak. "Im good i just got a new video game so I've been playing that a lot lately. Jimin you should check it out its really fun." Taehyung carries on and continues to talk to Jimin about his new video game. The others come over with the food and drinks and set them on the table. Everyone sits down, eats, and talks. I notice Hannah and Jin having their own conversation and laughing. I nudge Taylor and motion her to look and she looks back at me with a smirk and wiggles her eyebrows. I laugh and continue eating.
The rest of the evening we played games and just spent time together. It was so much fun. Hannah drove me and Taylor home. When i got home i went to the bathroom to check and see if i had gotten my period. I didn't. Im scared. Hopefully it comes soon. I'll take a test in a week if it hasnt come by then.... I go take a shower and say goodnight to Jin and go to sleep.
----------one week later-------
Its been a week and i still haven't gotten it. I have to tell Jimin. Im in my last class of the day and im dreading meeting up with Jimin.
What will happen if i am? Will he leave me? Will i give it up for adoption? Abortion? No. Im. not doing an abortion. I couldn't. What will my mom say? Ugh~ whyy
The bell rings and i gather all of my things and walk to meet Jimin. "Heyy" Jimin says from afar and waves. I smile.
Im sorry Jimin.
"Hi Jimin." I say finally reaching him. He puts his arm around me and kisses my head. "How are you?" He says with an angelic smile. "Jimin. I have to talk to you about something." I say seriously.
Im gonna throw up.
Jimin gives me a worried look and we sit in his car. "Okay.. what is it?" He says really nervously. "I haven't gotten my period in over 2 weeks..." I say holding back tears. "Wha-what does that mean exactly?" He says almost breathlessly. "I might be pregnant.." I cover my face and start to cry at the possibility. "Hey Jennifer, don't cry. Look I'll drive and we can go pick up a test and I'll be there with you when you take it okay? We're gonna go through this together." He says putting his hand on my thigh. I look up at him and nod. "I love you Jennifer. I want to have a family with you i... Just didn't expect it to be this soon.." He says still smiling. I give him a slight smile and he starts to drive. We go and get the pregnancy test and then go back to my house since no one is home yet.
I go upstairs to my bathroom and Jimin follows me. "Just- wait outside the door okay?" I say and Jimin nods.
Please be negative. Please be negative. I cant do this yet. Please please.
I just stand there looking at myself in the mirror.
I cant believe this. This has to be a dream. A very realistic dream.
I pinch myself and- nope, not a dream. This is real. I pee on the stick and lay it down on my counter and open the door for jimin to come in. We wait 5 minutes just in silence because we're both really scared. I just stare at the wall hoping its negative. "Its been 4 minutes... Should we check it?" Jimin says. "Lets wait just a couple more minutes. Im really scared." I say and Jimin nods. After a few minutes i get up and so does Jimin. I grab his hand as i lift the test up for me to see. "What- what is it?" Jimin says squeezing my hand.
"Its positive."
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OOOOOOOOUUUU nooooo~
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