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I wake up and get ready for school.
Ok i am definitely putting no effort into my appearance today.
I don't want to see Jimin. I just want to see my friends Hannah and Taylor. I want to stay home.
I get in the car and head to school dreading the events to come. Me and Jimin havent talked since the incident Saturday after the bowling alley. Maybe he'll just ignore me? Hopefully he doesn't yell at me and make my life even worse than it already is.
----"Hi girl are you okay?" Hannah says in our first class. "No i don't want to be here. The only reason I'm here is because i want to see you and Taylor." I say quickly. "Don't worry me and Taylor are here for you and I have every class with you so I'll always be there." I smile "Thank you Hannah I'm glad you and Taylor are my friends."
We are now in English class and i am not having it today. The teacher keeps calling on me and making me do everything for him. I just want to be left alone. I feel Jimin staring at me. I look at him and our eyes meet.
He looks tired.. and his eyes are puffy... Has he been crying? Why would he cry? At this point i don't even care what he did to me i want to know what's going on he looks so sad. Ugh~ you're falling for him again.. but was i ever not falling for him? Nope. Park Jimin has some sort of spell on me i swear..
My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the bell telling us it was time for lunch. "Miss can you stay after class i need to talk to you." I nod
What? Why? Im a great student and he's the creepy teacher... Please i don't need anything else going on. Please just be nothing.
I look at Hannah and nod for her to go on ahead and go to lunch. Jimin looks at me worriedly. He knows that this teacher is a creep and can't be trusted. I gather my stuff and walk up to his desk. The teacher looks at me weirdly. He goes and touches my hand. "You know.. you're one of my top and favorite students.." i gulp and try my best to just get this over with. "Oh um thank you?" I say nervously. "I was wondering.." he grabs my arm and pulls me closer. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING! LET ME GO!" I yell hoping for someone to hear me. "Ah no dont yell. I'm not gonna hurt you.." he tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear and i try to get away but his grip is too strong. "P-please let me go.." i say with tears coming to my eyes thinking of what might happen if i cant get away. He leans in to kiss me and i pull back. Suddenly Jimin breaks the door open and pulls me away from the teacher. "GET AWAY FROM HER YOU CREEP!" Jimin yells and pushes the teacher out of the way and grabs my hand and takes me out of the classroom. "Are you okay?! Im so sorry i didn't come sooner the door was locked.." he says looking down. "Jimin... You saved me. Who knows what he could have done to me if you hadn't come.." i start to cry. Jimin hugs me and takes me out of the school. "W-where are we going" i say as we get into his car. "Somewhere away from here. I'll call the school later and tell them what happened." He says so sternly like a father. I just sit silently taking in everything that just happened. We arrive at a field with trees lining all around it and it has hills with beautiful flowers. "Wow...this place is beautiful." I say amazed at how I've never seen this place before. "Mhm i come here a lot to think. Its a great relaxing place." I nod in agreement still amazed at its beauty. "Look.." Jimin snaps me out of my daze "i haven't been the best to you..i can explain." I turn to look at him "okay explain.." I say and Jimin walks over to a bench at the top of the hill. I follow him and we both sit down. "At the bowling alley.. i saw you and Yoongi getting along so well and how you always seem afraid to talk to me..." I look down at my feet as Jimin speaks. "See you don't even look at me for more than 3 seconds.. im sorry.." I keep waiting for him to finish his explanation. "Anyways i got jealous of how easy you talked to Yoongi. I was just mad and said those things and pushed you away.." i lift my head up and look at Jimin "then when i found out you and Yoongi went on a coffee date together i got mad.." i gasp "no Jimin it wasn't a date he was just helping me feel better i didn't know you were jealous.." i trail off thinking of the current situation. "Why were you jealous? It's not like you like me.. i mean why would you I'm literally nothing compared to you." He looks away and stares at the grass. I continue "Jimin why? Why do you do this?" He looks back at me "Why do i do what?" He says emotionlessly. "Why do you lead me on to believe you actually want some kind of relationship with me and then push me away?" I say breathlessly like i just poured all my heart and soul into saying those words. "Let's just go." I look at him shocked "What? No! Why are you doing this?" I say fighting off tears. "I don't want to do this right now." He says like he's the boss of me and gets to decide what happens and when it happens. "Too. Bad. I want answers Jimin i want to stop being treated like your toy." He looks at me quickly and is shocked by my sudden act of braveness that I've never shown before. "Im sorry Jimin.." i look down again. "Yea um lets go okay?" I nod realizing im not getting the answers i am so badly wanting right now.
Since school is already over he just takes me home. I am quiet the whole car ride home and he is too.
I look at him every so often and yep he is beautiful but so hard to read.
Why do i even still like you? Please stop being cruel to me and tell me the truth. Do you realize what you're doing to me right now? What you've been doing to me for the past 5 years?
We arrive at my house and i leave his car without saying goodbye. I don't look back and go into my house. I grab a snack and try to go up to my room but Jin already notices me. Crap.
I have tears in my eyes from all the frustration and events of the day. "What happened" Jin stops me and grabs my shoulders and looks me in the eyes. "Who did this? Tell me please." I start really crying. Sobbing if you will. I explain everything to my brother slowly through large inhales. Once I'm done Jin hugs me tightly and says "I am calling the school right now. And i am texting Jimin after i call the school." I pull out of the hug and look at him "NO! please don't text Jimin but you can call the school im done with that creep." Jin nods in agreement and grabs his phone to call the school."Okay, turns out you weren't the only girl he had been creepy to and they are gonna fire him. As for Jimin i texted him and asked what was wrong because I've been noticing him being weird lately too." Jin walks into my room and explains while im dead on my bed. "Jinnn i told you not to text him.." i say still face in my pillow. "I know but I'm a concerned friend and i was gonna text him anyways.." he explains as i groan "okay fine thank you goodbye now. Close the door." I motion for Jin to get out now. "Fine. I'm gonna cook dinner now. I'll even cook your favorite..." I turn my head "YAYY thank you Jin." He laughs knowing that food will always bring me out of a bad mood.
I truly am greatful for a brother like him.
The rest of the day i text Hannah and Taylor about my eventful day. They were super supportive as always and even offered to come over. I declined their nice offer because i just want to think and be by myself. I ate the delicious dinner my brother Jin made. Then went to my room to watch YouTube and sleep i need to sleep and forget this day ever happened.Hopefully tomorrow will be better but unlikely. My life is a mess.
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Hii this chapter was kinda crazy but i wanted to add something interesting in there to just add a shock factor because im weird like that... I promise it'll become more Jimin and her focused soon.. maybe.. idk.. (≧▽≦) -xx
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Romancei love him. well, i mean, i haven't really talked to him but he's just so perfect. how could a boy like him like me. my friends say im dreaming too big. maybe one day he'll notice me.. Updated every Monday and Tuesday