𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐄 | 𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢

viii

"so, is he really your ex?" somin suddenly asked, we were with wonshik's friends in a table in the cafeteria, eating, of course.

everyone suddenly looked at me, desperate for answers.

"erm, i guess?" i continued eating, wanting no more questions.

"tell us more!" hakyeon suddenly shouted, making me flinch. 

i dont even know when we got to know each other and got close. 

"there you are!" someone suddenly laid a hand on my shoulder. i looked to see who it was, and it was hangyeom. "i was finding a table to seat on and i was also finding you, good thing that boy there shouted." he said and pushed me slightly, signalling me to shift on my seat.

i heard hakyeon mumble a "who is he calling a boy? he should be ashamed of himself, im older."

somin eyed me a "shift" since i was beside wonshik. i was unbothered and i can't even fangirl since hangyeom was here. i did shift, which made me closer to wonshik. he was just eating while looking at hangyeom.

"dude i know im handsome, but its bad staring at a person eating." hangyeom suddenly said and winked at wonshik, making the atmosphere cold.

i was still left unbothered, eating.

"uhm.." somin broke the silence that was only brought here because of hangyeom, "would you please mind telling us what happened between the both of you?" somin had puppy eyes and looked at hangyeom, while i glared at her.

"no problem, madame." as soon as he said that, i lost my appetite. 

"you tell them, i dont have appetite anymore. i'll be going first. see y'all later." i stood up and got my tray.

wonshik suddenly caught up, smiling at me.

"don't you want to hear the long awaited story of why we were lovers?"

"i won't. i'll talk to you when i want, and that's what i want right now." since i didn't eat i cant feel my feelings. i feel numb when i don't eat.

we walked together to the counter, to the locker, and to the classroom. we didn't talk about anything, literally. we were just smiling to each other like idiots.

that smile, again.

i got to my seat with no one around but wonshik, i facepalmed myself, i felt so stressed these days.

"mind to talk about that hangyeom?"

"i knew you were curious."

"i was and i want to hear it from you." 

"i won't."

"please?"

there was about a few minutes where i insisted and he did too, but he's just as persistent as he is until i told him all about hangyeom and me.

"awh, hakyeon was right, he should be ashamed of himself." he scoffed, "good thing you transferred schools."

"yeah.."

"and you got me."

"excuse me?"

"and somin." 

"er?"

"and the other boys.. to protect you!"

"yeah, but he's here already, we can't do anything." i tried changing the topic to avoid awkwardness.