𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐄 | 𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢

xxii [ e n d ]

i told them everything and also about wonshik breaking up with eunbi. while the others eat what they could munch on. they didn't bother us at all as i think that wonshik had told it to them too. 

hangyeom then pulled me in a corner, "are you okay?"

"oh yes i am," i furrowed my eyebrows, "why do you ask?"

"just.. worried about you. remember this, whatever makes you happy, i am happy." i smirked at him and pinched his cheeks.

"don't worry too much." i smiled at him in reassurance to see somin attacking all the boys. we both chuckled at the scene and enjoyed until they all have to come home.

"hyerin, we'll go already!" hangyeom and somin shouted while waving and bid their goodbye to my mom –– and wonshik.

"aren't you going to leave?" i turned to the man behind me and raised my eyebrow at him.

"i'm tired." he closed his eyes and laid his back comfortably on the couch, pouting.

"we're all tired, your father must be looking for you." i pat his sidearm and held his arm to pull him.

"i told him im staying at yours," 

"what the? you're staying?! you informed your dad without informing me, wow." i scoffed at him and looked at him, disbelief but a bit of happiness inside.

"he agreed though, its you." he winked at me and pulled me to lay with him on the couch.

"let go, asshole. if my mom sees this i know that she'll take a picture and send it to dad, worse, dad might walk in any time."

"oh come on," i tried wriggling in his arms to escape, but a sigh escaped in my lips as i failed to do so. my heart was beating so fast i thought wonshik might feel it. but as my head was pulled in his chest, i paid full attention in his heartbeat.

his heartbeat was beating like mine, and it was like music in my ears.

"you hear that? im fucking going crazy because of you, hyerin." i stayed silent and he continued, "every time you smile, my heart beats like that. more, i say, if your smile is directed at me." he played with my hair, "but my heart also beats like that when im in a rage, seeing you so close with hangyeom," he scoffed, "he's just too close to you!" he whined and i silently laughed at his behaviour. "but you know what, i have no more words to say, just, i love you."

i froze at what he said, and everything was like making me vomit in happiness.

"you still there?" he looked at my face which was burning red and because of that, i just closed my eyes in embarrassment and suppressed my smile. he rubbed his thumb in my cheeks, "you're very cute." he said then pinched it lightly. i wriggled and successfully, i escaped. as i stood up, i saw my mom hiding in the stairs, laughing to herself.

"mom!"

"sent it to dad!"

i looked at wonshik with wide eyes, telling him that it was all his fault while he just chuckled at him. he stood up and hugged me, my head in the perfect place, his chest.

"does that mean you love me too, still?" he said, swaying sidewards. i didn't know what to say but i hugged him back. "now, does that mean we're dating?" i chuckled at him and timidly nodded my head. i felt him kiss the crown of my head and squeal in the inside. "i finally got to kiss you and protect you."

"sent it to dad as well!" my mom suddenly shouted again and fangirled as she ran to their room.

i glared at wonshik but then smirked after.

"hyerin, thanks for letting me smile. thank you for everything you've done for me. thank you for liking me, thank you for loving me." i just looked up at him with a smile, "but most of all, this i promise you, 

i'll smile for you. always and forever."