𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐄 | 𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢

ix

we both got up and did the daily routine, not really saying anything. i cooked bacon and ham the time i got up; when wonshik was in shower.

"wonshik-ah, breakfast is ready, i'll go shower!" i shouted through the whole house not realizing that there was a particular someone staring at our every move.

it was a saturday, and he was planning to go home after having breakfast.

i placed the food on the table, to see that there were plastics and PLASTICS of food in here.

i shrugged and went to my room to get my towel, but as i pass the living room, 2 people were there, wide-eyed.

i step backward to look clearly at their faces, and i knew i was dead.

mom and dad.

they were still in their formal attires, probably just got home. i smiled slyly at them, but was sweating nervously. 

"oh, yoon hyerin you've got a LOT to explain." my dad smirked, and at the right timing, wonshik was out of the fresh from shower, while drying his hair with the brand new towel. he just stared at them and me, also nervous.

"sit, you two." my mom smiled reassuringly and gestured us to sit.

"i'll go shower first." i tried escaping.

"no you are not, yoon hyerin." my father sternly, but jokingly said, while i and wonshik both flinched.

we sat infront of them, and i was beyond nervous. i tried avoiding as much as possible their stares, but i cant, it made me look more like an idiot.

"so, what were you doing here, son?" my father started.

"he wasn't here be--" 

"we're asking him, child." my father cut me off and i just slumped back.

i knew they weren't going to talk to me, they were just making fun of me.

"uhm, i got sick a bit last night then hyerin let me stay for a while, sir--"

"oh call me uncle." 

"what?! dad!" i shouted and he just glared at me. "continue, don't mind me." i sat down once again while wonshik just chuckled.

"as i said, uncle, i feel asleep and woke up.." wonshik looked at me as if he was asking if he was going to continue...

don't, you mother father holy mothergat. 

"very late, uncle. hyerin took care of me a lot. that's all uncle, and auntie..?" my mom chuckled and just nodded.

"so are you both together now?" my mom asked.

"NO!" i shouted in embarrassment, while throwing them the pillows in the sofa, softly.

they all just chuckled while i was in denial.

"well then are you courting her?" my dad then asked again.

"dad, just stop, he needs to go home, don't you?" i looked at him.

"no, actually, i wanted to talk more to them."

you're a really deadass mothergat kim wonshik, just wait.

"i really like your daughter, uncle. but not the like you're looking for. she deserves more. she's a very caring, thoughtful and a very beautiful person in each's eyes. i think she deserves the whole world, actually. im too low for her. but i like her as a friend, that's all." wonshik briefly stated, and we just stared at him.

that was touching but it hurts.

why did it hurt, you ask me? 

first, he stated that he didn't really like me as how i liked him.

second, he belittled himself, which was opposite of what he said and how he defined me.

and third, he CLEARLY said that he liked me as a friend, and; 

nothing more.

i just looked down, but mom sensed it. 

she isn't a mom for nothing.

he told dad that he should be going, since his parents might be looking for him already.

"uh, uncle, i'll borrow your clothes for a while, i'll just get it washed then i give it to hyerin in school. thank you very much again." he smiled and left with his car, and i just smiled at him while waving my hands.

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i jumped in my bed, overthinking about my feelings.

have i really moved on with hangyeom?

do i still like wonshik?

why do i feel this way?

i think, and think, and think until someone has texted me.

from wonshik:

im staying at hakyeon's

received

i sighed as he texted me, throwing my phone at who knows where part of my bed it was.

it hurts.

i dont even know why, but it does.

i jolted up as i came up with a conclusion, but didn't know if it was right or the latter.

but i'll go with it.

its going to be worth a try.

to start talking to hangyeom, and start avoiding wonshik.

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lol neither i didnt know this was coming, i dont know whats the plot of this story anymore anhfjdksnfkdggdf