𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐄 | 𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢

xv

waking up with a grunt, i've got to say,

"i didn't sleep well, the fuck am i going to school." i sad and dragged the blanket over me, ignoring the alarm.

after minutes, i heard a knock on my door.

"honey?" my mom asked but i just hummed. "aren't you going to school today?" i shook my head lightly inside the blanket, trying my best to fall asleep. "you're probably tired, but hun, hangyeom is waiting for you downstairs. i'll let him in your room."

i grunted once again, sitting up.

"hyerin~" 

"why are you still here?" i said with my raspy voice, not taking a glance at him. "you're going to be late, hangyeom."

"you're not going with me? well im not going either." i faced him to get him some beating and when i did, i regretted after. he was pouting like a child and was slumped at the floor. i let out a sincere smile and patted the place beside me, signalling him to sit down. 

i knew that when hangyeom says something that he won't do, he really wouldn't. so its just a waste of time initiating him to go to school.

"why.. do you look.. like that?" he said, pointing in my face, disgust evident in his voice in a joking way.

"i. didn't. sleep." and you all know what happened after. he asked why, and explained. 

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"wow, he's such a dick."

"let's stop assuming. erm.. let's cuddle?" we both smiled, "like before?" i continued and he attacked me with a hug after that.

we were both in my narrow bed, which makes me hug him while his arm was protecting my head.

"i missed you, hangyeom." 

"i missed you too, im sorry, hyerin." i felt him kiss my forehead, and i just hummed in response. "now, sleep. i know that you're able to sleep when you have company." he wriggled a bit and i closed my eyes.

i drifted to sleep, hearing hangyeom's warm words.

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i wake up by soft snores, i look up to see hangyeom also sleeping.

"aish, this guy." i smiled and poked his nose.

he scrunched his nose and woke up, his scent lingering on me.

"change up, i wanna take you to the mall." i said while getting up to get my clothes to wash up. "the clothes you left years ago are still there. im using your oversized sweatshirt, so im getting it first. its my favorite." 

he chuckled and said, "okay, okay. you keep that." 

~


while i was showering, my phone continuously beeped signalling there were texts.

until i was annoyed, i took my towel and covered myself, getting my phone.

30 messages from kim wonshik.

31 messages from kim wonshik.

32 messages from kim wonshik.

33 messages from kim wonshik.

34 messages from kim wonshik.

35 messages from kim wonshik.

36 messages from kim wonshik.

i tapped the message button to see wonshik's messages such as; i'm sorry hyerin, why weren't you in school?, can we meet up?, school's done please dont ignore me, please hyerin, are you with hangyeom? he wasn't on school also, sorry ; and it just went on cycle. i sighed and continued showering, completely ignoring the beeping coming from the phone.

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we went out of the house and headed to the mall, shoulders hung on each other.

we walk in at an ice cream shop which was packed; but not at the counter, only at a specific table. 

looking around for tables, and the people's faces, everyone was annoyed. i curiously looked at the packed table, while hangyeom was ordering our ice cream. i squinted my eyes to see at a reflection of a glass a familiar face; revealing wonshik. 

eventually, we made eye contact, but i was too dazed, until, 

"hyerin." he nearly shouted, and i flinched at the loudness of his voice. everyone now looked at me, who just had wide eyes was just frozen there, not knowing what to do.

the people who were surrounding them where our schoolmates who were his fans. they all glared at me and as the way got more clear with the girls clearing it, revealed another girl who was sitting beside wonshik–– which was the girl last night.

hangyeom then came to the scene; who has a wide smile on his face.

wonshik then frowns, then leaving the table, heading to us.

"fuck." i mumble, and hangyeom then just realized what was happening when his peripheral vision saw wonshik.

he acted fast and intertwined our fingers, ice cream tray in his other hand.

"let's go?" he said and made me face him, having his oh-so-lovely smile planted on his face.

i gave him a small smile, thanking him and nodded.

when we got out of the shop, he quickly asked, "are you okay? why didn't you call me?"

"first, yes, im okay, of course. its because of you," i said and tapped his nose lightly, "second, how can i call you when you're ordering my favorite dessert?" i then pushed his forehead with my index finger, making him chuckle. 

"okay, sorry, sorry." he said and brought me my ice cream. "he's with a girl, isn't he?" i nodded, "is that the girl..? or..?" i nodded again, while eating my ice cream. "oh my god i should've punched him."

i chuckled and went on the terrace of the mall. we were walking until someone stepped infront of us, making me almost drop my ice cream.

"excuse me si––" i looked up to see a 'couple' holding hands, wonshik–– and the girl.

"hi, hyerin, hangyeom." wonshik said, but we just stared at him. "i was wanting you to meet my girlfriend, eunbi." i flinched at the word girlfriend, which made the situation worse since hangyeom felt it.

i immediately held hangyeoms arms when he was about to raise his wrist to wonshik, and smiled at them.

"hi, nice to meet you, eunbi-ssi. we're wonshik's classmates." i said and offered my hand, and she gladly took it, an angelic smile plastered in her face.

"we should get going." i said as we smiled–– as i can't keep my tears any longer. "nice meeting you."

we left but hangyeom turned around, giving wonshik a middle finger.

"hangyeom, stop." i chuckled at his actions while tears were flowing out of my eyes.

"you're weird." 

"you're weirder. did you do that while she was looking?" i slapped him lightly on his arm,

"what? of course no!" i just chuckled and let him drag me to the terrace.

you're such a bullshit wonshik.