CaN't BrEaThe ❤✅(Book One)

chapter 3 ❤

EuGwens POV

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School ended and i told my friends bye before climbing my bicycle, I rode out of school I need to go pick flowers to deliver , that's how I make my money saving for my university, thank goodness the gardener let me pick his Beautiful Rose's, I smiled before I get home I'd make some cash at least.

I heard a car horn from behind me and i nearly fell off my bicycle , I try to steady myself when I looked into the car it zoomed pass me with a high-speed but I saw who was inside, it's Marion .

I felt sad thinking about how hurt I had felt when he rejected the Burger , I wonder why he Hates me so much , but yet I can't stay away from him ,I like him too much and i don't know how to hide it than expressing it, I'm sure he Knows I feel something for him at least with the way I behave around him.

I don't want us to be this way,even if he can just be my friend, I feel so jealous of those who talk to him, especially those school girls, sometimes i wonder if it's because I'm too skinny and I'm the only one who has a real purple hair .

Yes my real hair is purple,i dont even know how it happened, but dad always says he loves my hair and my mom says the same ,but my step mom always says I look so ugly in it, thinking about that didn't help my situation at all.

Should I dye my hair to black ? Does he like girls with black hair ? Or is it because i wear baggy uniform and not as tight as other students wear just to show case their body shape, or am I really ugly ? I don't know what to think but I want to look good for Marion , maybe he will start looking at me then and who knows he will start talking to me .

I smiled at my thought, I finally reached Mr Patrick's house well actually he's the house gardener once he saw me he smiled .

"pretty girl , you finally came " he said as i step down from my bicycle.

" Yes sir Patrick's, what you eating? I asked him.

" French toast, you should have some before you pick the flowers" he said and i nodded , I sat with him and we chat and laughed.

"So how is your boyfriend? He suddenly asked and i Chuckled, I told him I had a crush in school and I got so many of Marion's pictures from the net , I showed him and he commented him to be a very handsome young boy ,but he started calling him my boyfriend how I wish he really was.

" He's fine "I answered.

" You know , you really like this boy alot, does he still give you cold shoulders? He asked , I gently nodded thinking about what happened today .

"Child if not that you like him so much ,I would had advice you fight your feelings for him , you know your hurting yourself liking someone who doesn't in return" he said and I knew deep down he's right .

I took in a deep breath and rub my temple.

"I know sir Patrick's,but the likeness is just too much " I replied.

" It can be in two faces dear , either your already inlove with him,or your just obsessed with him" sir Patrick said and I looked at him shocked.

No. Am not obsessed with him, I really like him that's not obsession, and I'm sure it's not love either , I can't be inlove with him, I just have a crush on him.