CaN't BrEaThe ❤✅(Book One)

chapter 21❤

Marion's POV

I stared at Gwen speechless after asking her if she wanted to know the truth, should i really tell her , how can i betray my best friend , Andrew and Jose knew for the fact i didn't like Eugwen at least not that kind of like , how can i go ahead and develop some feelings all of a sudden for her after Joseph has fallen so deep for her?

No, i cant do this too him, i know he can never do the same too me, we've been friends for more than 10 years i met him and Andrew when i went too my new school i was five then , i knew them since i was five that's like 14 years now , how can i confess my feelings too a girl he likes ?

No i cant be this selfish , he will hate me for this, Jose has always been there for me, he has never spoken about any girl the way he speaks about Gwen, i shouldn't loss a good friend cause i want too be selfish , but ..... Does she like Jose? They seem close, i cant do this i just cant .

"um.... Its actually nothing"i said looking at her and i saw her face drop sadly , did i say something wrong ?

"i just um.... Wanted to tell you , Jose really seem serious about you, i think he really likes you , so will you tell me how your date went?" i asked .

She looked away as if thinking something
"it was ok, he asked me too be his girlfriend " she said lowly, my heart sank after listening to what she said, he already asked her , did she say yes?

"i haven't said anything yet" she said answering my thoughts , i watched as she stood up then faced me and gave a tight smile, i watched her silently my throat getting dried .

"your right , he really does like me" she says, she looked sad and i wanted to fuck my thoughts and just tell her not to date him i want her , i ..... I have too tell her how i feel, just as i was going too say my phone rang and we stared at each other i reached for it and saw Jose name on it, i looked up too Gwen we stood quietly watching me .

"hey" i said into the phone after placing it over my ear .

"hey man, where are you? , Andrew and i are over here , your sister kind of said you went out "he says .

I look at Gwen "I'm heading home soon be there in 3minutes " i said .

"alright dude , just hurry "he said then hanged up.

"i have too go,Andrew and Jose is over at my place " i told her and she nodded .

"i will call you tonight , hope that's okay?" i ask and she nodded again .

I was reluctant on leaving , she doesn't seem fine , did i do something ?, we both head down stairs and i stepped out she stood watching me .

"bye" i told her and i heard a Little bye from her.

I had too get out of her before i do something i might end up regretting , like forgotten my friendship with Jose and confessing my feelings too the girl he likes, so i hurried out of there .

Call me coward , but this is hard i'm going too be hurting my childhood friend, Joseph will hate me and what about Andrew? ,he will be disappointed at me he will think i don't value our relationships , i cant do this too them.

So i drove out of Gwen's place.

I hope i don't regret this decision I've made today , i hope i don't .