CaN't BrEaThe ❤✅(Book One)

chapter 23❤

EuGwens POV

2days i haven't heard from Marion after he left my place, i felt something was wrong, it looked like he was going too say something but said the other , i felt terrible because i was already having a little hope he must have started liking me , but i guess i was wrong, my calls and text he didn't reply too was full proof.

I cant say how hurt i felt it was terrible for me and after he left i couldn't help how heavy my heart felt like,having the thought he will never like me too want me hurts crazily and i found my self crying silently , for how long will i hurt myself ? Isn't it obvious he doesn't want too have anything to do with me? He's only with me for tutorial that he was forced in , he didn't want it maybe i pushed too far , maybe i will tell him tonight he should stop tutoring me , no one will have too know about it .

Jose has told me Marion's birthday was today and they were hosting a party for him , he had picked me up 30 minutes ago, although i didn't want too come but Jose wanted me too,we've been together so many times even before 2days ago and he never told me his birthday was just few days away , i really didn't matter do i? Why should i even be angry , i'm not important i guess i deserve it and that leaves me with no gift for him.

"Gwen you okay?" i heard Jose voice beside me and i nodded at him .

"you have a lovely house Jose" i told him and he gave me one of his best smiles and a thank you, he looked so handsome so why cant i like him the way i do with Marion , yes any girl will definitely want Jose, he has the eye too lure a woman into his webs , i always find the way he stare at me sexy but with Marion everything seem like i Cant breathe.

Being in the same room with Marion will leave me so nervous and hell , when he had held me in his arms the other at my house i knew then how much i wanted him , how much i need him too hold me , i felt safe in his arms for some reason, but when ever i look at Jose i see him as a friend someone that will be great with anyone he ends up with , he's kind, and nice ,handsome too top it .

Should i give him a try?.

I don't want too hurt his feelings, he's been so nice too me but what if i don't end up loving him how will he feel knowing i still want Marion, Jose always knew i liked Marion , i'm sure they know right.?

"Do you smoke?" i suddenly heard a voice and i turned too see ava smirking at me, Marion ex girlfriend is invited , i thought Jose said it was just few people to attend , of course Ava will definitely come, she will do anything too be close too Marion , the thought alone broke my heart the more , what if Marion hasn't even gotten over her ?

"do you?" she prompted getting out of my thought .

"no" i say trying too walk away but she pulled me back .

"Red" she says and chuckled i looked at my dress and to hers she's wearing a short jean skirt and a crop top and a white sneaker , she looked beautiful but very expose.

"so , who invited you , Joseph or Andrew ?" i was quite she suddenly chuckles " cause i know My Marion will never invite you, he hates seeing you for just a split second though, poor girl , is your feelings getting hurt?" she faked concern and i try too leave but she pulled me back again .

"you can do all you want purple bitch , but Marion is mine so better stay clear because you wont like the out come " she glare at me and i stare at her quietly not wanting too say anything to her .