Insight

Lonely Despair

There's no solace when being faced with the lonely despair. There's no freedom, no breather, no breaks. Just loneliness and complete despair. You've been abandoned and there's been no one there to fill in this gap of pain and loneliness. No one to help you feel like yourself again. You've been consumed by the anger, the hatred, the sorrow of life. You thought your fight with depression was over, well it's only just beginning. There's no one who can save you now, no one who you can trust. No one you can rely on because everyone and everything is gone. Don't you get it? There's nothing left. You've lost. You're all alone once again, but what will you do now? Will you just give up? Will you throw in the towel and quit, just give in and finish it. That's what I'd do if i were you...oh wait.

You're all alone, and you've been abandoned by everyone. There's nothing left to fight for, especially since you're not even worth fighting for yourself. Everything you thought was real was nothing more than a false statement, nothing but lies. You don't even know what it's like to hear the truth from someone other than yourself. That you'll never be good enough. That you're a disappointment. Anyone who's bothered with you has only wasted their time. All you do is cause anger and regret to the hearts of everyone who's come into contact with you and you and I both know that's true, or rather you know that's true. See? Like I said, you've never heard the truth from anyone other than yourself. I hit the nail right on the head didn't I? Or we. Our downfall is how weak and fragile we are, we're hopeless, nothing, and there's nothing more to it.