Jester | Jikook |

Chapter 39: Falling for you

           Jimin was eating as Jungkook was sitting next to Jimin talking to him. Jimin was happy that Jungkook atleast brought him something to eat so he wouldn't starve to death!

             "Jimin, after I ate dinner.. I waited in my room as soon as the sun went down... But you took long and didn't show up at all..." Jungkook claimed. "I was waiting to see you, what were you doing?" Jungkook asked as Jimin was eating small bite sizes of the steak he cutted up.

           Jimin looked at Jungkook and stopped eating to look at him. "I was first taking a bath and as soon as I got out, your Adviser was in here... He let himself in with a key he had! The Adviser then said things like I don't belong here... He heard us earlier and told me to never bother you for sexual favors again. But I wasn't the one who started it... Then he called me a circus freak." Jimin claimed and still continued to eat. He thought he would be in tears but just looking back at a moment like this made Jimin feel just angry. Why would he let someone like that tell him what to do in his life? Yes Adviser Yang had power over Jungkook but that power was very limited. The Adviser can only guide Jungkook to a right path... Not force him in any way.

            "Oh that's just how he is.. He gives everyone a hard time, even me." Jungkook stated as Jimin looked at Jungkook.

             "If he bothers you too much, why don't you fire him?" Jimin asked as Jungkook shook his head.

              "Won't be easy... I can only fire him when I have someone to marry... and if I fire him now, Adviser Yang will leave and I will desperately need another Adviser."

              "Why don't you hire one of your smart staff members to do this for you? They are very helpful to you, Jungkook." Jimin said as Jungkook shook his head.

               "No... That Adviser has to be a certain older age. If they're older, They are more wiser and needed to be treated with respect." Jungkook answered as Jimin understood the policy.

             "He told me you are afraid of getting married... Because you'll have to eventually hand over a crown to some 'peasant' and make them your queen." Jimin restated as he dipped a piece of steak into the soy sauce using the chopsticks.

              "The truth is... I may not show it but I'm very greedy with this crown.." Jungkook said pointing to the crown above his head. "I don't want to love anyone if it means I'll have to share my royalty with anyone else. So I can date many but I will never put a crown over them.. I just don't want to share with anyone.. Something I longed for and I don't want no one else to take it from me.."

                 "So... You never felt love in a long time because of this?" Jimin asked as he still kept eating.

                "It's only part of me to refuse anyone else if they start to love me."

                Jimin then looked at the container of Kimchi and took a moment to think. "Then I guess you were only curious to be able to kiss another person or have sex with. That was the reason? You just wanted to feel it?"

               "No... It's somehow different for you. I think I'm only starting to love you... But even if I don't see myself falling in love with anyone else, somehow... I see you and suddenly everything in my mind just goes blank and all I see is you... All I hear is you..." Jungkook confessed.

             Jimin giggled and opened the container of Kimchi and fed some to Jungkook. "I won't tell you what I think that is since I want you to find out on your own." Jimin said as Jungkook smiled and ate the piece of kimchi Jimin held up to the King's mouth. "I always thought King's were fed like this."

             Jungkook then chuckled. "No, of course not!" Jungkook responded as he watched Jimin continue to eat.

            "Jungkook... Why did you want me to stay with you at night?" Jimin wondere curiously.

             "Well, I wanted to be out in the balcony and talk to you like normal people would. Just let me take off my crown and let us talk without having to pay attention to the fact that I am King." Jungkook then moved his hand to Jimin's top head and caressed his fingers through Jimin's soft hair. "Maybe I can think about finally letting out a few things I have really felt bad about."

            "Deep secrets?"

            "Yes, deep secrets. I just felt like telling someone about this. I know you told me to treat you like any other staff member here but you should know that I will not follow by that command. I have other ways of doing things and I will still treat you atleast better. You make me feel good about myself and I don't know if I mean it sexually~"

              Jimin then began to laugh as he shoved Jungkook. "Stop it I'm eating!"

              Jungkook laughed as he looked at Jimin's beautiful eyes up close. "You shouldn't starve yourself, Park Jimin... I know you didn't do it on purpose but I just want you to know if you ever get really hungry.. Please let me know... I can't have you starve yourself to death! I want you to be healthy."

            "Thank you for everything.." Jimin responded as he kept feeding Jungkook happily.

             "Don't feed me~" Jungkook laughed as Jimin still kept feeding Jungkook some of the side dishes.

            After eating, Jimin was out in the balcony with the blanket Jungkook gave him as Jungkook joined him outside. The weather was a bit cold with so much wind brushing up against their faces. Jimin smiled and wrapped the silk blanket around Jungkook too as they shared a blanket like earlier.

             Jungkook stared at Jimin and smiled showing his perfect teeth. He was gazing into Jimin's eyes with a smile and from that moment he thought, "You're the one I want to be with..." Jungkook said in his head as he stayed with Jimin up on the balcony while they exchanged silence. Peaceful silence while they kept eachother close letting their actions speak for them.