Jester | Jikook |

Chapter 54: I miss you

            "Jimin?" Taehyung asked again as Jimin looked back at Taehyung. It was over now... The relationship Jimin had with Jungkook was over.. But Jimin's heart still beated for his King. Showing how much Jimin still cared about Jungkook. It took alot from him just to throw the mask and run off knowing he left Jungkook in tears too.

              "Y-yes?" Jimin finally responded as Taehyung got down on his knees, checking if Jimin wasn't wounded.

               "Jimin, are you okay? Did you get hurt? Why are you here? Why aren't you at the castle?" Taehyung asked in worry as Jimin looked down in tears.

            "Jungkook.... H-He doesn't love me... He only used me for pleasure." Jimin said trying to keep in his tears. "Y-you were right, Taehyung.." Jimin cried as Taehyung gave Jimin a hug.

            "Shh... It's okay, let's go home okay? There's always a spot for you at the circus." Taehyung added as he helped Jimin up and walked with him down the path, leaving the castle.

            When they got home, Jimin layed on the long living room couch. He missed this house very much and loved to come home to sleep and think about what happened. As soon as Jimin began to think back on it... Depression hit him and suddenly he was tearing up on the couch.

           "I-I miss you..." Jimin cried on the couch bringing the  attention of his good friend, Hoseok.

             Hoseok then walked down from the stairs and was in such a shock to see Jimin lay on the couch in tears as Taehyung was making him a cup of warm milk tea with honey to help him sleep better.

             "Psst... What happened to him?" Hoseok asked, walking to the kitchen with Taehyung.

             "The King... He used Jimin for sexual favors." Taehyung told Hoseok as he glanced back at his friend who was in tears. "I can only imagine how hurt he must be feeling right now..." Hoseok stated as he decided to join Jimin on the couch and watch over him while he had his eyes closed.

            Jimin closed his eyes feeling empty... He knew Jungkook was missing him too but keeping a little distance for a while made it seem much more easier for the two at the moment.

             "You doing alright, Jimin?" Hoseok wondered as Jimin nodded slightly. "Ugh.. The nerves of that king touching you like that! What's wrong with him? What type of King does that?" Hoseok asked as Taehyung brought Jimin the warm milk tea.

            "I don't know what goes on in that King's head but I think he's a monster under that golden crown... Who allowed him to start touching Jimin freely? Ugh.. This only makes me want to go to that castle on my own and duel wih that King.. Stop fighting until I see blood. Only then, he will know that Jimin isn't some kind of sex toy!" Taehyung stated as Jimin shook his head.

            "Either way.. I'm the one to blame.." Jimin admited as Taehyung and Hoseok stayed watching Jimin, waiting for him to finish his sentence. "I was the one who allowed him to do such a thing. I let him touch me and fuck me like I belonged to him... But sadly, he wanted nothing to do with me.. He never loved me.." Jimin whispered almost beginning to cry. "I didn't wan't to leave my Jungkookie... But I just couldn't stay there any longer. Not when Jungkook is keeping me at the 'Friend's with benefits' stage.."

           "You did well, Jimin... As long as you didn't get hurt, or else I'll have to pay that King a visit!" Taehyung continued as Jimin smiled looking at the warm tea... He was glad he had a few friends by his side to help him at a time like this.

            Later on that day, the castle seemed grim...  The happy aura around Jungkook vanished and he wasn't happy. He looked more controlled than normal. It was like Jungkook's sanity was lowered and he didn't have the motivation to do anything... He was left heartbroken and all he could do is sit down and think of Jimin and regret those fights he had with him.

           The sound of Jimin's sweet moans against Jungkook's ear and Jimin's soft kisses made Jungkook miss Jimin the most. He hated beating himself up over what he did to his Jimin... It hurted him to the point where he actually did tell Jimin, but the older boy didn't accept it. Of course, why would he?

       There was many issues in what Jungkook did... He refused to tell Jimin that he loved him and tell Jimin that it was against his royal rules to end up with a lower classed person than the King... However, those rules alone sounded fake and it worried Jimin when he would look back at the moment and think on it.... What if they were really made up?

           With all of these thoughts in Jungkook's mind, nothing came out of his mouth... It was like he refused to talk to anyone but Jimin. Around night time, it was the hardest for the two, especially Jungkook. He was too use to sleeping with Jimin, the King missed his Jester deeply in his arms. Even sleeping on Jimin's bed still didn't help him sleep. With lack of sleep, Jungkook wasn't going to look good after all of this.. There was bags forming under his eyes when he decided to stay up at night.

             It wasn't like Jungkook chose to stay up on his own... He had no choice. He couldn't sleep at all. Even at times he would try to grasp the idea of Jimin sleeping on his bed but that thought would completely fade into the fight they had earlier.

          "Oh Jiminie..." Jungkook whispered as he held Jimin's blanket tightly to sleep in his room. "What I would do to hug you close and this time tell you how much I adore you." Jungkook said in a silent voice. "I know... I know I fucked up and teased you... I harmed you and hurted you for doing all of this but I can't sleep anymore without you here... I-I want you..." Jungkook continued as he thought about Jimin's smile making him smile a bit when he would close his eyes.

           "Your addicting smile and kisses... What I would do to have it all back..." Jungkook said as he kissed the red silk blanket that still had Jimin's scent on it too. "I will find you even if you told me not to... this time I will love you... I will love you the right way and I won't give a fuck about someone who says we can't love eachother at all... Because I should have listened to my heart at first and realize that you were the one I wanted to be with...for the rest of my life."