Dream // David Dobrik

{Broken}

☁️
From
the moment
I saw him
I knew
this one
was worth
the
broken
heart
☁️

We went through a few more questions and finished the video. David turned off the camera and we put the bright lights away. We walked back to the living room and sat on opposite sides of this couch.
"Why didn't you sit with me?" David asked
I shrugged my shoulders in response
"Well come here." David said
I scooted over to him and I laid my head on his chest.
"Hey," David said
"What?"
"Look at me." He smiled lightly
I locked eyes with him. He put his hand on my cheek. He kissed me softly.
I knew I loved him now. But for some reason I wished for more. I wished I knew more. I was too busy wishing on shooting stars to see my dreams coming true around me. He stopped kissing me. He looked at the ceiling for a a long while. Something was on his mind.
"Ava, should we stop?"
"Stop what?" I asked
"This thing...that we're doing, I think maybe we should just be friends." He said staring at the ceiling.
His eyes were red and puffy as if he were about to cry. My heart beat came to a stop. I was crushed. But I loved him. Why so sudden? But I wanted whatever he wanted, no matter how much pain I would be in. He was worth all the pain in the world. I sat up and looked at David as he was laying down.
"David, no matter what I want you to be happy. If you think we are just meant to be f-friends t-then that's all we have to b-be." I stuttered because I was holding back tears. It hurt but I need him to be happy.
"You are the best." He said, his voice sounding shaky.
He was gonna cry. And then I'm going to fucking bawl.
"Ava, maybe when I get my shit together.." a tear fell from his eye, he wiped it away quickly. " fuck. Any way, as soon as I get my shit together I wanna try this again." He said
Tears fell from my eyes but at the same time I was relieved. He wanted to try this again, and thank God for that.
"So don't go kissing other people. Promise?" He smiled half joking
"Promise." I said with tear stains on my cheeks.
The tears flowed faster out of his eyes when he saw me crying.
"Fuck, I can't believe a girl I met at IKEA made me cry." He laughed while wiping his tears
He was gorgeous when he cried.
"David I think I should go home." I said
"I'll drive you." He smiled
We were both a mess. Our eyes were red and swollen and are noses were stuffed. It's going to hurt to be just friends. And he fucked with my head. But if it brings a smile to his face then I'm happy to suffer.
We headed out the door and got in his car. David started his tesla.
"Ava, I'm mad at you." He chuckled
"Why?" I said confused
"You made me cry because you started crying." He laughed
"I'm sorry." I laughed
I'm glad he doesn't hate me. I want us to be together so bad. Not being able to be with him is torture. However making him content is worth it. The rest of the ride to my house was basically silent. We got to our apartment building and David insisted that he walk me to my apartment after I told him no multiple times. We both still looked like we had been
crying.  As we were walking to my apartment David looked at his reflection in his phone screen.
"I look like I just punched in the face, and fell down the stairs." He chuckled
"Really, because I look like I just saw my family get murdered." I laughed
He laughed too. As we were walking he put his arm around me. I didn't know what it meant but I loved it. He kept his arm wrapped around me as we entered the elevator. He pressed the sixth floor and the elevator doors closed.
"I am so glad you're my friend." He smiled
"I'm glad you're my friend too David." I said followed by me hugging him.
"You know what sucks? I really wanna film this because me and you are making jokes and having fun, but we both just cried so I can't." He said followed by laughter
"I know!" I chuckled
We got to the sixth floor and he walked my to my apartment door.
"Thank you for driving me here." I said
"It's no problem, I did it because I wanted to." He smiled
I hugged him one last time and then entered my apartment and closed the door.
I thought when I closed that door that I would cry, or have a break down. I was wrong. I just stared into nothing. Completely numb. A swarm of thoughts flooded into my mind. What did I do? Will everything be okay? What's wrong with me? Did I hurt him?
I don't know. I just wish everything was better. I checked the time on my phone.
8:46 pm
All I wanted to do was go to bed. So I did. I climbed on my bed and covered my self in blankets and slept. I tried to forget the pain.
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