After All These Years (Jared Padalecki x Reader)

Chapter Twelve: The Plan

(Y/N)'S POV

Lily invited me over to hang out and have a 'girls day' where we mostly drink alcohol and binge watch Netflix. When I got to Lily's I ringed the doorbell. Lily answered it immediately and showed me into the house. "We're going to be upstairs because Jensen is having a friend over and they're watching football." Lily said as we walked upstairs. I nodded. We went up to her room and sat on the bed. We watched TV for a little. "Hey I need to go get something downstairs I'll be right back, you can stay here." She then left the room. A few minutes later Jared came into the room. We both looked at each other in shock. Then the door slammed shut. He turned and tried to open it but couldn't. "You can't open it and you won't be let out until you guys talk about your feelings." Jensen said from the other side of the door. Jared and I looked at each other in confusion. Jared came over and sat next to me on the bed. "What does he mean by 'talk about our feelings'?" I asked. "Well...after Jensen went and talked to you yesterday he came to my house and talked to me and helped me realize something." He said looking at his lap. "What did he make you realize?" I was still confused. "He made me realize that I still like you...that I only dated Lexi to distract me from the thought of losing you and that I chose Lexi because I was scared to lose you again." Jared said looking at his feet. I was completely shocked. I almost couldn't believe it. "R-really?" I asked in shock. He nodded his head. "Will you forgive me? I'm taring myself apart. I feel absolutely terrible for hurting you. I blame myself for all the hurt you've gone through. You wouldn't have been alone in high school if I didn't move, the girl I love wouldn't be a shell of who she was if I wasn't there for her. I am so sorry." I saw a tear slip down his cheek. I walked over to him and wiped away the tear with my thumb. "Hey, hey. It's okay. None of this was your fault. Please don't blame yourself. Of course I'll forgive you, how could I not forgive the moose-puppy hybrid who has puppy dog eyes that could kill someone." I said giving him a small smile. He chuckled and pulled me into a hug. "I'm never letting you go, I can't even think about losing you again." He kissed my forehead. "Wouldn't dream of it." I said. He pulled me in for a sweet and passionate kiss. When we pulled away he gave me a smile. I smiled back, a real smile too. I haven't smile for real in a while and it felt good. "What do you want to do?" I asked still in Jared's arms. "How about we play a game?" He chuckled. I looked at him with a raised eyebrow. "What kind of game because some of some of your games are scary. I ended up with pink hair for 6 months in high school because of one of your games." We both laughed. "No, not one of those games. How about we play trash? (trash is a card game by the way) "Sure but you better be prepared for me to kick your ass, Padalecki." I said grabbing the deck of cards from the dresser. "Oh no, I think you need to prepare, (Y/L/N)." We both chuckled and started the game. About halfway through the game, we heard the door open. We turn to see Lily and Jensen. They both start laughing almost in tears. "What are you laughing at?" Jared and I asked. "We heard you guys stop talking and then it get eerily quiet so we thought you were either making out or had killed each other. Not sitting and playing cards." Lily said. Jared and I both chuckled. "Well I might kill him if he beats me but that's only a slight chance." I said chuckling. 

(A/N: I know this chapter is really short. I'm sorry. -Egg/ Leggo My Eggo)