Sweet Nothing • (book one) jb

thirteen

Songs inspired for the chapter;

She don't like the lights - Justin Bieber (acoustic)

Ghost of you - Selena Gomez & The Scene

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"...I'm just not use to all of... this."

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Blinding lights filled the whole airport as the car was pulling into the entrance. We haven't been at the airport for five minutes and a swarm of paparazzi filled the road way along with Justin's fans. The window may have been up and tinted, but the lights were so bright it blinded me. The pounding of fists on the windows made my head pound and the screams made my ears feel like they were bleeding. You would think that the airport would have better security.

The lights and the screaming together was not good for me. It made me feel like knives were being thrown at me and I was being suffocated. I had my eyes shut tightly and my fingers were rubbing the sides of my head. I just wanted the noise to go away. I was still in the withdrawal process and the symptoms were just getting worse by the minute.

"Alex, is everything okay?" I heard Pattie ask as I felt her put a hand on my shoulder.

I opened my eyes at the sound of her voice and instantly noticed that everyones eyes were now on me. I shut my eyes for a quick second and gulped before looking back at Pattie and nodding my head.

"Yeah, I'm just not use to all of... This." I said referring to the paparazzi and fans all outside.

I heard a chuckle and turned my head only to frown at the person in front of me.

"Get use to it sweetheart." Justin said winking at me as he pulled Selena close to him.

She giggled and I rolled my eyes turning to look at Pattie who had a frown on her face also. I could tell that the frown was towards me. She must have felt that it was awkward for me to see Justin with another girl when in reality I didn't give two shits.

"How are we getting past all these people?" I asked Pattie completely ignoring the fact that she was still giving me a sad smile.

I didn't want to show her that I knew she was giving me the smile. It would just give her the satisfaction knowing that I know. I didn't want pity for something that wasn't true. I didn't want sympathy at all.

"The driver is going to drive us to Justin's jet. There will probably be paparazzi there, too, so you'll have to wear a hoodie to cover face." She said.

I furrowed my eyebrows together at her words. Why would I have to wear a disguise?

"We wouldn't want people to see your pretty little face now would we. The world would see you, you know."

I turned around and flipped Justin off after he finished his sentence, but all he did was smirk. I swear that boy seriously knows how to get on my nerves. He's so cocky and confident. It makes me want to claw at his face.

"Justin, stop being rude!" Selena exlaimed and hit Justin on his chest.

I knew it was just a playful hit, but I couldn't help but to giggle.

"Yeah rat, stop being rude to me." I smirked meeting his gaze.

He looked like he wanted to kill me by the way he started to glare at me and to be honest it amused me.

"Rude to her? She's a bitch. You should be telling her to stop. Not me!" He shouted.

"Who? Little ole' me. Rude? A bitch? Why, I have no idea what you're talking about." I said batting my eye lashes and pouting my lip.