I'm crying
//Sean POV
How the fuck is it today? Why can't he just stay inside like he always fucking does? Why does he have to come? This isn't fair. Maybe I should text Asher and tell him to call off the deal.
"Are you okay?" I here him say softly, is that even a question?
"Yeah I'm fine," I say sarcastically, smiling as wide as my mouth is able.
"Look, I-I don't gave to go," is he serious? If these are words that are coming out of his mouth, then thank fucking god.
"Really?" I say, feeling a little bad because his hopes were let down.
"Yeah, I'll be fine!" He smiles. Great! Now I dont have to worry about him messing everything up. I lay my head in his lap, cuddling deeper into him.
We lay there for a while, when I feel a vibration in my pocket, and immediately assume it's Asher. I stand up quickly, fractured searching my notifications.
Message Sent 8:43pm, February 22
Ash: where are you?
Sean: im at faggots house 😂😒💀
Ash: holy shit dude!! what is he doing???
Sean: he asked if he could go to the game but I told him he cant, the queer will do anything I say!
Ash: omg dude you should tell him he can! It will be.hilarious 😂😂
Sean: y?
Ash: We could do something to him like prank him or some shit
Sean: ur so right!! 😂😂😂 im gonna tell him
"What's wrong?" I hear him whine, he's such a a little baby.
"Nothing," I say, more shakily than intended. I take a deep breath before saying my next sentence.
"You can go," I say, breaking the silence. I kinda of feel bad for sending those texts. At first this was supposed to be a joke, but he's actually pretty cool. He says he sucks at singing, but he's actually pretty amazing, and did you know he was born with eleven toes!? Eleven! And he strangely has an interest in rap music!? Over half of the songs on his phone are rap. And like, yeah, of course I've had a crush on him forever, but those feelings were wrong to begin with...
"What?" he breaks my train of thought.
"You can go to the game," I sigh, regretting I even told Asher what I was doing, I should've just lied, it is what I'm best at.
"Are you serious?" He says,
"Yeah," I sigh, faking a smile. He squeals, jumping out of the bed and tackling me, almost knocking us over if it weren't for my sense of balance. What a fucking toddler.
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Message sent 7:30 pm, February 23
Fairy: Hello Lovely! When does it start again??
I think for a second, maybe he doesn't deserve this, whatever they're planning. Fuck, I can't do it. I can't watch him be tortured for another second.
Sean: 8:30
I know it starts at 7:00, but it isn't mean to lie if I'm saving him from something awful.
I pick up my helmet, watching as all my teammates get ready to move out to the field. Through the crowd pushes out, none other than, Alex. I try to be attracted to her lean figure in her crop top, making her boobs seem even larger, and her miniskirt showing off her ass. But, sadly... I can't? and this makes me worry.
"What do you want?" I scowl.
"Just came in to wish you good luck," she says slowly, seductively. She walks closer to me. Her eyes look like she's up to something, but her body looks like she wants something. I try to say something to try and push her away, but something inside my head says not to. She lays her hands on my abs, and her mouth nearing my ear. I try to be turned on when her hands begin to reach down to my croch, but I just can't. Her hand trails in my pants and she cups my dick through my underwear... nothing, no hard-on, nothing.
I hear her scoff, almost laughing in disbelief.
"I guess you are really gay," what? I'm gay? Of course I like Scott, since the second grade even. But I didn't think I could be... Oh god. I realize that this could never be a prank anymore, its gotten way too personal.
"I can fix that," she giggles, thinking this is a laughing matter. She removes her hand, smirking. She twirls around and walks away, shwoing off her hips with every step. What the Fuck?
I run out into the field, starting the warm up.
...
I see Scott in the crowd as I'm running toward the goal, then...
"Touchdown!" The crowd goes into a frenzy. It feels pretty damn good to be so popular and liked and appreciated. I look into the stands and see my mom and dad. My mom, if course, is in tears, like she.does every time. But my dad, he looks... proud. Proud, and of me!
My team comes running towards me, shouting my name in different sayings of congratulations, like "yeah Sean!" Or "go Sean!" and even "fuck yeah dude, you kicked some ass!!" Which i didn't fully understand be ause of how excited I am.
Then, the worst. Alex comes walking towards me with her little smirk. The team dispersed to every step she took, then they began cooing and whooping, then-
"Yeah! Get it Sean!"
Girls tounges are gross. When I kiss Scott, he taste like apple juice and peach, and he makes me feel good inside, well, I don't know if its good or not, I just know that he makes my stomach all tingly and my face all warm and my heart pounds fast and my brain goes 'ugh, god, can we just stay here forever!'...
But she's different. Not in a good way. She tastes like alcohol and mint gum. It makes my stomach want to throw up. And my brain go all like 'stop stop stop stop stop stop!'
But I kept kissing her. Even though she doesn't taste as good as Scott, and her tounge tries to go down my throat, and she puts her hands in my hair even though she's pulling out strands and doesn't apologize. But I kept doing it
Because my parents were watching, and my mom cried harder, and my team was staring, and the whole crowd cheered and they're depending on me.
And you have a reputation.
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The Wonderful Tales of "Straight" Scott
Novela Juvenil"Guys sleep at each other's houses all the time, it's just a friend thing. Because you don't like him. You. Are. Gay. STRAIGHT, I meant straight, s t r a i g h t." First story. (WARNING : I suck at writing) (WARNING #2 : this book is very much clich...