Soulmates

.3.

.Chloe's point of view.

,,Stacie, have you seen Beca?" I ask Aubrey's girlfriend-to-be.

,,Beca? Is that your best friend from summer holiday?"

,,Yeah, have you seen her? I've been looking for her for an hour now."

,,No sorry, but maybe Amy has seen her. She's her roommate after all."

,,Okay, I'll ask her. Thank you for the hint." I say goodbye to Stacie and walk towards Beca's dorm. I recently know where that is, because Beca never told me. It's like she's avoiding me for some reason and I can't help to think it's my fault. She heard Tom talking to me and she said that I deserved better than him. Did she mean herself? Does she want to date me? Is she in love with me? No, that's impossible. I've seen the way she's with Jesse. He's into her, but I can not say whether Beca feels the same about him. I really hope not, because the feelings I have for her are very strong. Don't get me wrong, I love Tom very much, but there's something about Beca what attracts me.

,,Chloe, what are you doing here?" Amy pulls me out of my thoughts. Am I already at their dorm? Why haven't I noticed? ,,Chloe, are you alright?" Amy asks me again and now I see that she's just about to leave.

,,Sorry, I zoned out."

,,Yeah, I can tell. What's wrong?"

,,I'm looking for Beca, have you seen her?"

,,I have, but I'm not sure if she wants to see you." What the heck?! Why would Beca not want to see me?

,,Excuse me?"

,,Sorry Chloe, but she said that she needed to think."

,,Because of me?"

,,I don't know for sure." Okay, she's lying. I can tell if somebody lies.

,,Can you tell me where she is? I really need to talk to her."

,,Are you going to confess your feelings? She'll be happy with that, I think."

,,Wow, wait a second. I don't have feelings for her!" Now she looks at me with a knowing look. How can she know that? I never told her what I feel for Beca.

,,Yeah sure and I am a secret agent." I raise my eyebrow and Amy starts laughing. ,,You know that's not true right? Just like you telling me that you don't have feelings for Beca, don't worry I won't tell her or anybody."

,,I have a boyfriend Amy."

,,So what? You can still have a relationship with Tom while you're fucking Beca."

,,Amy!" I can't help to blush at the thought. I don't know why tho because I've never thought about Beca like that. Do I want to have sex with my best friend? Sex isn't something you do for fun. It's about to feel closer to the person you love the most and shouldn't I think about that with Tom?

,,Aw, you're blushing. Beca's at the roof, go get your girl." She says with a wink and walks away. Why am I thinking this way about Beca? Why is my heart racing up, just by thinking of her? Does that mean I'm really in love with her? She's close to Jesse, she's probably in love with him. I shake away the thoughts and walk towards the door, which leads to the roof. I still can't believe she's really up there. As far as I know, she's afraid of heights and the roof is nine meters high, according to the school map. Oh my god, what if she's thinking about killing herself by jumping down?! Before I know it I'm standing behind Beca on the roof. She's sitting at the edge of the rooftop, with her feet dangling over the edge.

,,Don't do it!" I yell and she startles from my voice. Quickly I sit next to her and grab her arm, so she won't fall. Beca has her balance back because of that and looks over to me.

.Beca's point of view.

I thought I could be out here all alone to think, but all the messages Chloe's sending me are really annoying. I put my phone on silence and continue my thinking. I can't believe I'm really thinking about her right now. I don't want to, because she has a boyfriend, but I can't help to think that she was flirting with me last year at the beach. I know what I thought the moment I saw her. Everyone can see that Chloe is a hot blue-eyed girl with a killer body. I think she caught me staring every time we met and I made her blush every time, so I don't understand why she has a boyfriend. If you're flirting with a girl, you don't begin a relationship with a guy right? I honestly thought we had chemistry, but I was wrong. Chloe's dating some awful guy, who thinks he can cheat on her. Open relationship, my ass, that's an excuse for him to fuck other girls and Chloe agreed on that. I sigh and close my eyes. I let my head fill itself with thoughts of Chloe and me. Every flirty comment, every touch, every laugh, every thought that I have about her... just everything. If I tell her what I'm really feeling for her, it will ruin our friendship. I can't lose Chloe, she's my best friend and I love her so much. The other question I need to ask her is if she wants to come to Los Angeles next holiday. Now that she has a boyfriend, everything will change and I know that couples want to celebrate a holiday together. Will our plans that we make every holiday continue? I want to tell my mother that I'm gay. She will understand, unlike my father. I don't know what he will do if he finds out. He's homophobic and so he will kick me out for sure. If I'm being kicked out, I can't be on Barden anymore. I can't secretly peek at Chloe and I can't have fun with Jesse or Amy.

,,Don't do it!" I hear Chloe yell and I startle from her voice. How did she find me? I never replied to her messages... Who told her I was up here? She quickly sits next to me and grabs my arm, so I won't fall. Because of that, I have my balance back and I look over to her.

,,Chlo, what are you doing here?"

,,You didn't react to my messages. I didn't mean to scare you, I just wanted to approach you softly, so you wouldn't send me away. Becs, are you okay?"

,,I'm fine, I just needed some time to think."

,,About what?"

,,Just stuff, it's no big deal. Who told you I was up here?"

,,Amy, I said I was looking for you and she told me that you were up here. You don't mind, do you?"

,,No, but I don't understand why you need me."

,,I want to ask you something. It's about the bellas." I gesture for her to continue. ,,I wanted to ask you if you're free to watch us this afternoon, before the football match."

,,So you're going to sing for me?"

,,Of course, I'll be happy to see you there and watch me sing."

,,Will Tom be there too?"

,,Not that I know. So what do you say?"

,,I don't know Chlo, singing isn't for me and I -"

,,Pretty please." Chloe pouts and gives me her puppy eyes. How can I say no to that?!

,,Um..." I start, but I can't deny her anything. ,,Okay, fine!" I say and she pulls me into a hug. My body heats up and thinks back to a couple of weeks ago. The dream I had about Chloe and me wasn't innocent. I hope she doesn't notice the way my heart is speeding up right now.

,,It starts at 3 p.m. and ends at 4 p.m, so nobody will miss the football match." Oh right, the football match where Chloe watch to go with me, but only to see her boyfriend play. How can I watch him, when I'm with her? She's amazing and my feelings are only growing.

,,So that means I get to see you twice today?" I'm surprised that Chloe immediately understands what I'm saying.

,,Wait, you're coming to the match?" I nod and once again she throws her arms around my waist. Oh god, what do I have to do?! I'm in love with her, but she has a boyfriend...