Married To The Clown

Chapter Sixty Four 'Wedding Ring'

Athena's POV
"Have you got anything for the pain?" I whimpered as Joker applied more to my wound, still leading me through the corridors of the huge house until we stopped outside a room.
"No, suck it up princess this is what happens when you put a knife to your throat" he chirped like it was the most obvious thing.
"I wouldn't have done it if you had just agreed to my terms!" I snapped feeling another wave of pain hit me.
"Easy tiger you'll give yourself an aneurism" he chuckled but dug his fingers into my neck like he was warning me not to continue.
"Surprised I haven't already had one" I muttered sulking to myself.
"Right get inside!" Joker demanded swinging the door to the room open to reveal a mini 'hospital'.
"Why do you have a hospital in your house?" I questioned in awe as I looked around.
It even smelt like one with not a hint of dust or dirt in the place, man this guy went out with this house, it defiantly beat our old place.
"Well dollface given my reputationnnn I can't exactly go to a normal one can I?" He smirked sarcastically leading me inside.
"Very true" I found myself giggling at the thought of horrified nurses and doctors attending to a grumpy, injured Joker.
"Sit down here doll and keep some pressure on your wound" he ordered gently picking me up placing me on the hospital before walking away.

I watched him in curiosity as he wondered around the room, pulling things from cupboards and humming to himself. He looked surprisingly innocent and I found it undeniably sweet each time he turned around to make sure I was still following his orders. If he was always going to act this relaxed at all times then we would have no problems getting on. We had made such great friends when we were younger so what was stopping us now, maybe me being here was all that was needed to keep him in check. It wasn't likely but it was a nice thought, I mean I still couldn't help but see the good in him.
I really was starting to regret cutting my throat as I knew what would happen next was not going to be nice.
Why did I have to be so dramatic?!
Who the hell harms themselves to prove a point?! A lot of people would the answer now that I think about it.

Putting some random hospital gloves on Joker glided back over to the table, first aid kit in hand and a smile on his face.
"Lets have a look shall we?" He muttered lifting my chin and slowly revealing the gash on the side of my neck.
I gagged slightly feeling the dried up blood break apart and new blood race down my chest disappearing into my already soaked top.
"What's the verdict Doc?" I winced as he turned my head in different directions, looking so concentrated it was almost funny.

"The wound is showing signs of clotting which is vvvery good, it means you won't bleed to death and a few stitches will make you as good as new" he explained beginning to open his kit and look through it.
"Stitches? I don't want stitches" I whimpered feeling my heart speed up in dread.
"You can't go around with a gape in your neck, hopefully you'll learn your lesson to not play with knives" he smirked with a roll of the eyes.
"I'm not a child!" I grumbled crossing my arms and glaring at him.
"You sure act like one Athena, now hold still while I clean the wound! Pre warning it's going to sting like a bitch" he grinned suddenly dabbing something wet against my cut.

"Holy shitballs!" I screeched immediately grabbing onto his forearms as the pain hit me.
The feeling of his hot flesh in my grip made my cheeks and body flush. I found myself trying so hard to control my breathing as my insides fluttered in delight.
I hated that he had this effect on me but I couldn't control it no matter how hard I tried, he was my addiction and I knew I was a fool for still wanting him. I could let him see that though, I needed to be strong and show I didn't need him more than he needed me.
"You do realise the stitches will hurt worse right doll"

"Do you not have any numbing cream?" I pouted still holding on to him.
"This isn't a children's hospital doll, you're not getting a flu shot. The sooner you stay still the sooner it will be over" Joker laughed as he began to thread the needle making my eyes widen at the size of it.

I did what he said and held still, only letting out a small yelp when the needle first pierced my skin. If this pain didn't end soon I would surely pass out or risk heart failure. My eyes began to dart around looking for any form of distraction which ended up being the gold chain around Joker's neck.
"Why do you wear it?" I frowned in curiosity almost burning a hole into his chest.
"Wear what dollface?" He muttered concentrating on the job at hand.
"My wedding ring" I pointed out taking a hold of it, gulping as I felt him freeze for a few moments before relaxing once more.
"I haven't took it off since you left" he sighed and I felt my heart crush slightly as he tried to move back in the hopes I'd let go.
"But why?" I continued feeling my frustration grew.
I didn't think he'd wear as he ripped it from my finger like it was nothing that day, surely he wanted every trace of my gone.
"Stop with all the questions Athena, you're becoming annoying!" He snapped causing me to finally let go and sadly join my hands within my lap.
"Sorry" I whispered focusing back on the pain in my neck and my heart.

There was a tense silence for a few moments as he finished up and began cleaning. While his back was turned away from me once more I let my head drop in sadness, maybe being friends wouldn't work. I didn't think I could cope with these random fits of anger, it wasn't healthy for either of us.
"I guess I'll go back to my room" I signed jumping down from the bed and heading towards the door.
"I'm sorry doll" I heard his voice call out knocking the wind from me.
Did he just say what I think he did? 
"What?" I choked out in disbelief.
"I'm sorry doll I didn't mean to upset you"

A big proud smile found it's way onto my face as I looked at him.
I knew apologising took some guts and courage especially when you weren't used to doing it. He was taking small steps in the right direction which made me extremely happy.

Skipping over to him I threw my arms around his tall form and planted a kiss on his cheek.
"Thank you!" I whispered gratefully, feeling like I could burst as he wrapped his arms tightly around me.
"How would you like to get out the house for a few hours?"

"Really?! Yes please!" I cheered kissing his cheek once again before placing my head on his chest and giggling.
Maybe I'd like staying here after all!