Who are you actually?

The Vagrant's Vacation

****** Nash's POV ******

"Where's Aria?" Shawn asked as we left the hospital. 

"I don't know. Probably with Cam," I said. 

I dialed Cam's number and put it on speaker phone.

"Hello?" he asked, sounding like he'd just woken up from a nap.

"You asleep?"

"I was. What's up?"

"Is Aria there?" Shawn asked.

"No... why?" he asked nervously.

"I have a very bad feeling something bad is about to happen," Shawn said. 

"She's probably with one of the guys. It'll be fine, Shawn," I said. 

I hung up and sent a mass text to all of the guys saying: Yo is Aria with y'all? We can't find her.

The responses came in this order almost instantaneously:

Jack G: Nope. Find out if she's okay

Jack J: nah

Carter: Nawh

Aaron: Obvs no

Taylor: Nope

Cam: you already know she's not with me

Matt: I'm with Cahtah #püma

"Shit, she isn't with anyone," I said nervously.

"Come on. Let's check her house," Shawn said. 

We jumped into Shawn's accord and raced to her house. 

"ARIA! ANSWER THE DOOR!" I screamed. 

I turned the knob and the door opened. That's not good. 

"Aria! Come out! Seriously!" Shawn yelled. 

We ran upstairs to her room and found two letters on her bed. 

"Oh no," I whispered.

Shawn slowly walked to the bed and grabbed the letter with his name on it. As he read it, his face morphed. He dropped the letter and ran down the stairs. 

"Shawn!" I screamed, but he didn't respond. 

I picked up the letter from the ground. It read:

Dear the love of my life,

When I chose to live my life, I thought I could handle not being with you. I thought I could be your friend and hide my feelings for you. When I came face to face with you, I realized I couldn't. I loved you too much. I would gladly die to be with you, but the deal was that I wouldn't be the only one suffering. Kiss one would be harmless. Kiss two would hurt somebody I loved. Kiss three would kill me painfully. I can't suck an innocent person into our messed up lives, Shawn. That person could be you or Nash or Cam or anyone. Oh, Shawn. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I'm leaving. Don't try to find me. Please. It'll make everything so much harder than it needs to be. Find a girl you'll fall madly in love with. Follow your dreams. 

Tell the boys I love them and that I'll think of them everyday for the rest of my life. I will have to live with this curse until I die for real. Sometimes I wish I had chosen to die, but I would have wanted to see you one last time. You'll be in my thoughts forever. Who knows? Maybe we'll meet again. 

With all the love in my heart,

Alessandra Black

Oh my god. She's gone. Like actually gone.