𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 | 𝐣𝐞𝐧𝐳𝐢𝐞

9➢ sorry & missed calls

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johnny orlando

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there she was. sitting on top of another boy, sucking his face off. i stood there watching my crush of 3 years kiss another jerk. i watch her push her hands against his chest, forcing his lips off hers. it somewhat looks like she looks at him in disgust. her head turns towards me and our eyes lock together.

  i start to turn around and i hear her call my name. i continue walking through the crowd, trying to lose her but i still continue to hear her footsteps trotting behind me. i continue to run out the front doors into the cold air outside.

"john." she grabs my shoulder turning me around to face her.

"what." i huff, looking everywhere but her eyes. my jaw still clenched from when i first saw her.

"what's the matter?" i scoff, rolling my eyes. is she really this dumb?

"can't you see what's wrong, mackenzie!" i shout, instantly regretting to call her by her whole name. she hates that, even when its her mother. she steps back, scrunching her eyebrows together. "i thought we were here together, not for you to go off and hook up with some stranger." i say, trying not to show any emotion. she hates seeing me cry.

she puts her head down in shame. "i'm sorry." i hear her quietly mutter, just loud enough for me to hear. i turn around as i see maddie walk out the front door.

"whatever." i walk to my car, hurt. "get maddie to take you home," i say, giving her a hint that maddie is behind her.

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6 missed calls from "kenz♡"

kenz♡; johnny

kenz♡; please john

kenz♡; please pick up your phone

kenz♡; i know you awake your light is on

kenz♡; john

kenz♡; i'm sorry.

kenz♡; i love you. (failed to send)

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mackenzie ziegler

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the car ride back with maddie was silent. i stared out the window looking at all the houses, some lights on, some off. i've attempted to call johnny multiple times and i've texted him too many times to count.

maddie put the car in park as we reached our house. i slowly open up my car door, looking up at the orlando's house in sorrow. i tiredly walk up to our front door, maddie fiddling the key in the keyhole. the door finally opens as we creep up the stairs trying to not wake mum up. 

i don't even say goodnight to maddie, i walk straight to my room and shut the door. i walk over to my window, seeing johnny's curtain shut, but a rim around it, telling me his light is still on. i let a tear slip out of my eye and i start to cry. i already miss him.

i'm sorry, johnny.

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