~If I Just Saved You~

~Fact-Tastic~

This is just a filler chapter, I'm nearly finished the next chapter which will be more dramatic and more comments would make me really happy I havent had much feedback about my last to chapters, thsnks to everyone reading this though Megan xx

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Confused, to whom and where I go with all my good news

The forum said it so fuck it must be true

How can I ever even think to trust you?

So I'm gonna cut you, cut you, cut you loose

~Kate~

The next day I woke up in my own bed, I smiled remembering the dream i'd had about Dan- I missed him a lot already. I reached for my phone that was on the bedside table, I had two new messages the first was from Sarah:

Hey I'll pick you up at 8 and we'll go to Starbucks before college, BE  READY! xxx

That would be fun I thought imagining her interrogating me at knife point, what time was it? 7:15 Shit, I only had 45minutes, I sent a quick reply before rushing out of bed to get ready. Nightmare. Amazingly I managed to get washed, dressed and put my make up on by 8.55. I grabbed my bag and phone and headed downstairs, "Mum, I'm going to college, see you tonight!" I shouted into the kitchen before leaving the house finding Sarah parked on the drive. I opened the door and got in expecting her to punce on me any minute, but she didn't, "Hey Kate, OMG i'm so happy we only have five days left and then we're free!" she greeted me. "Morning, I know I wish it was Friday now!" Thats when I remembered I had another text so i rumaged through my bag to find my phone. "So you alright then? Have you heard from Jamie yet?" Here it comes. "Yeah i'm feeling better than I was I suppose. No I haven't heard from him and I doubt he cares to be honest but i'm going to talk to him and Oliva today." I said before finally reading my text- it was from a number I didn't recognise:

Morning Kate hope today isn't too bad, don't let him hurt you anymore, Dan xx

Knowing that he hadn't just abandoned me I smiled and replied:

Thanks hopefully It wont be awful, missing you haha, see you Friday xx

I knew that no matter how bad this week would be Dan would be here on Friday to pick up the pieces. "What are you smiling at Mrs?" Sarah interupted my thoughts. "Nothing really just got a text from Dan, is all" I knew this was her que to launch into interogation mode, "OMG, you must tell me everything! I can't believe you spent a day and may I add night, with the fittest drummer on the planet." Yup, interogation mode, however i found it weird her calling him fit because to me he was just Dan who I liked a lot, not the drummer in my favorite band. I laughed and began to tell her everything sparing no details, I had no reason to hide anything, the only bit I left out was our run in with Maria because that was up to Dan to tell people about. " "Wow, so you actually like each other, like as more than friends?" she said astonished by my revelations. "I'm not one hundered percent sure he likes me that way, because I can't really read boys otherwise I would have seen more into Jamie's strange behavior. But i like him that way." I had only just realised this myself, I really liked Dan and I wanted to be more than his friend.

My phone bleeped again, it was Dan:

Me too its weird without you here, see you Friday xx

I was glad he missed me aswell I thought as we arrived at Starbucks. We went in and ordered Lattes and cookies before sitting in our usual seats, we were regulars here on a morning. "So are you ever going to see him again?" she inquired blowng on her coffee to cool it down. "Yeah, he's back from tour on Friday and I'm going to spend the weekend in Surrey with him so I can go to their end of tour party on Saturday," I grinned evily knowing she would hate me for this. "A Party? I wish i was as lucky as you," she frowned her bottom lip jutting out. "S, I wouldn't call it luck, I only met him because I lost the person I loved the most," I said staring into my drink. "So it must be fate then," she replied simply before adding, "Oh and on Wednesday night we're going shopping," Ugh not one of her mammoth shopping sprees I thought. "Why? I really dont know if I can be arsed S" i complained remembering I would also have to confront Jamie at some point if I didn't today. "Well you need a killer dress for Saturday, to get Dan's attention," she winked. "You're right but S, I dont think i'm ready for for another guys attention yet- its too soon." We left Starbucks and headed for college, I would be positive.

It was now Wednesday which meant college finished at 2pm and me and Sarah were on our way into town to buy a 'killer dress' for the party on Saturday. So far this week had been a fail, since I hadn't seen Jamie or Oliva at all, I hoped finding a dress would be more sucessful. I had decided despite my break up I wanted to impress Dan, I knew he wouldn't hurt me. "I love this song! Turn it up!" Sarah shouted, I turned the volume right up, we started singing (more like screeching) All I want by A Day To Remember at the top of our lungs:

All I want is a place to call my own

To mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone

Whoa, you know to keep your hopes up high

And your head down low

Keep your hopes up high and your head down low

Still got something left to prove

It tends to keep things movin' while everyone around me says

My last days are looming overhead

But just what the hell do they think they know?

This caused people to give us some funny looks as we passed them on the street since we had the windows rolled all the way down- cool kids. My phone bleeped and to my surprise there was a message from Jamie;

Sorry I havent been at college this week and knowing you you'll want to 'talk about it' so is it okay if I come round on friday to talk? 

Friday why does it have to be Friday I thought, Dan will be home. I replied:

Is Friday the only day you can come?

Sarah parked the car just round the corner from the highstreet. "Which shop first?" "Topshop... Jamie just text me," she looked up at mer her face sad, "What did he say?" "That he want to come over on Friday to talk," I said as we made our way to Topshop. "Why isn't he at school?... Why do I feel like somethings happening on friday?" It was typical Jamie would chose the most difficult day, "I dont know I didnt ask and Dan is coming home on Friday," I checked my phone to see if Jamie had replied, he had:

Yeah I had to go and visit family this week, I'm back Friday either that or Saturday

How convienient that he'd go and visit family, hiding more like, it would have to be Friday then:

Friday then come over straight after college

I turned off my phone and hit the shops with Sarah.