~If I Just Saved You~

~You Are Beautiful~

Readable now sorry if theres mistakes I kinda rushed it

Song by Deaf Havana enjoyyy xx

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Where have you been

the smell of loneliness and the heartache

of distance is all we have left

and when your dress hits the floor it's obvious,

it's been well kept, it's obvious

'cause waiting for what seems a fuckin lifetime for a night with you

because I belong to you

and you are beautiful

I know your heart is full

and you are beautiful

~Kate~

"So whats your sister like?" I asked as we made our way into the kitchen. "She's cool I think you'd like her, she's got great music taste and is really fun," he smiled I could tell he loved his sister, "Though we are brother and sister and it's law that we disagree on practically everything." I laughed as I settled on the bar stool, "I always wanted a sister or a brother, luckily I don't have only child syndrome." Dan chuckled and got two beers out of the fridge, "Bet you don't." "Oi, I don't," I said and dug my elbows into his ribs. "Hey, can I ask you something?" I asked nervously as he wrapped his arms around me from behind. "There's no need to be worried you can ask me anything," Dan whispered into my neck.

"Okay well erm, I don't know how to say it..." I trailed off I knew exactly what I wanted to say but I had no idea how to say it. "Now you have me worried," he said and turned me round on the bar stool and took my hands in his, his eyes were puddled with concern. I took a deep breath I would just have to get this over with, "You know earlier you said you didn't want to, ya know, yet. This is so embarrassing, but I was wondering why, most guys would just go with the flow. As much as i'm not ready yet I just need to know if you want me as much as I want you," I finished and buried my head in his chest with embarrassment. "That was what you wanted to ask me. Thank god I thought it was going to be something devastating! In answer to your question of course I want you, I want you so bad it hurts. The reason I don't want to be with you that way yet is because I could tell you're not ready you're still very vunerable baby and I would hate to take advantage of that. Also I'm not ready because even though we're both not virgins I still want our first time together to be special and as you know I'm not most guys- I don't think with my dick. I love you so much Kate Wood, you have no idea how much you make me want you," he smiled and brought my face up so I was looking at him. "Thank you, I'm so glad I thought there was something wrong with me. I guess I'll just never be able to fully trust anyone without knowing how we both feel in a relationship because of him. I love you so much too, I'm never letting you go now," I smiled and a few tears fell from my eyelids due to the intensity of our declarations.

Dan leaned forward and gently kissed away my tears, he pulled his face back just so it was hovering milimetres from my own which made me want more. I slowly traced a line of kisses up his jaw and heard him softly moan as I nipped his earlobe with my teeth. His hand came up and gripped my face with a soft intensity that told me he wanted me, he brought my lips against his own sending fire to shiver across my body. My lips instantly parted allowing his warm tongue to tangle with my own, my hands were a mess in his hair tugging gently. His hands made their way down my back until they stopped and grabbed the tops of my thighs, he pulled my legs up so they circled his waist. I didn't care that he was carrying me somewhere unknown- I trusted him- I just pressed myself as close as possible to him. He pushed me up against a wall and I arched against him making us moan with equal pleasure. He began to trace my jaw with tiny butterfly kisses before gently nibbling my neck and kissing my collarbone. I felt so alive fiery heat rushed through my veins as I felt how much Dan wanted me, "Daniel," I whispered into his hot mouth causing him to pull away, both of us gasping for air, "You're so perfect." "I could say the same about you but it would be an understatement," he grinned his eyes filled with lust as his lips returned against mine.

"Shit, whoa, sorry I forgot this isn't my house. I hope I didn't ruin the mood," Sarah apologised coming through the front door which made Dan and I quickly detach ourselves from each other. "No, no, It's okay we were just finishing off. We couldn't really be angry anyways considering we kinda interrupted you and Franceschi this morning," Dan laughed awkwardly. "No you couldn't because Mr Franceschi happens to be excellent in bed, you ruined my pleasure," she frowned but I could tell she was happy to brag she'd had sex with her idol. "Whoa, too much information," Dan and I said in unison- Sarah just laughed. "Hey I actually feel like going to that party if you guys fancy it now, i'm in a better mood," I smiled thinking of my make out session with Dan. "So do I," Dan agreed, "I feel a lot better." "Well I was going with Josh anyways, it's half eight we better be getting ready," Sarah smiled and ran off to her room. "Yeah we should, just going to get my make up and then I'll be back," I grinned at Dan and ran off after Sarah.

When I got in the spare room Sarah was rummaging around in her wardrobe deciding what to wear, "Babe? What do I wear?" she gave me a panicked look. "Your purple skirt, you look great in it and he told me he really likes purple," I  said calmly and retrieved my make up. "Thanks, you're amazing Kate," she said and came over and hugged me. "Well I did get told today that perfect was an understatement when describing me haha," I laughed and squeezed her back not expecting her next words. "It really is Dan's right, you've always been incredibly perfect thats why everyone who knew you never asked you out because they thought you were out of their leauge. Apparently the reason Ellie got so pissed was because she used to want to be you, they were all jel hun," she smiled sadly, "You've just been to blind to see it and then your scar knocked your confidence." "Thanks," I said quietly, what else could I say? Then I made my way to Dan's room I had an idea.

"Hey," I grinned when I walked in to find him shirtless, I walked over and kissed his shoulder before walking to where I had put my clothes. I chose some studded shorts a dressy Drop Dead top and a pair of black platforms and put them on the chair ready for me to change into them. "You okay?" Dan asked sensing my change in mood. I knew he loved me I just needed to know he accepted my scars, I rarely thought about them these days but I still hated them and never showed them to anyone I didn't know. "Yeah, I want you to see something," I said nervously. "What?" "My scars, If you want? i think it will help me accept them more," I told him and looked down at the plush carpet. "Of course I want to see them as long as you're sure," he smiled, I hope he didn't think I was a ugly freak. "Take my top off."

~Dan~

"Take my top off," she whispered shocking me, If I took her top off she'd be left in only her underwear, I couldn't belive her new found confidence. "You sure?" I asked shakily, what if she regretted this? "Positive," she replied with a tiny smile. I kissed her cheek before I moved my fingers to the hem of my t-shirt she was wearing, and began to slowly lift it higher and higher until it hit the floor. I gasped with amazement as I took in the perfection of her revealed skin, she was perfect. Even when my eyes fell on the marred flesh on her stomach I still believed she was pure perfection despite that it saddened me at the cruelty of the girl who had inflicted the burns written across Kates abdomen. These scars had obviously  knocked her confidence and caused her pain which I hated the thought of. "Say something," she whispered her eyes threatening tears. "You are beautiful," I stated, "Your scars don't even slightly change that, they're a part of you." "I'm glad you're not repulsed," she smiled. "I could never be repulsed by you," I walked over and kissed her just long enough to show her I was being truthful, "Now lets get ready."