For the first time in a longtime I wake up not dreading the day ahead of me. I'm not completely back to my normal self. That will take time and patience. I know that and I'm not in a rush to get to back to that place. I don't think I will ever be but with help from Dixon I can at least get back to a routine.
A healthy routine that doesn't leave time for any wallowing in self pity.
Just as I slip on my right shoe my phone chimes with a text message from Dixon telling me he's outside my house. He is a little early but that's fine. I can always grab a banana or granola bar.
I dash down the steps taking two at a time. Something normal Olivia would do. Broken Olivia is getting back to that place. Small steps is what I need. I don't have to rush.
My mother smiles warmly at me. "Someone is awfully chipper this morning." She chimes.
"What I can't be happy?" I joke looking for some fruit to take on the go.
"Is it a boy." She asks, walking up to the marble island just a few feet from me.
"What? Ew. No." I say.
"A girl?" She questions. Her neat eyebrow arches waiting for my answer.
"No mom. It's not a boy or a girl. I just feel good." I admit. I really do. Something inside me is giddy.
She walks away from the counter back to her newspaper. "Okay." A smirk is clear on her red lips.
She probably thinks I'm lying to her. I'm sure she would love to hear I found a guy and I'm smitten with him. That will never be me. I will never fall in love. Love is poison.
Good. She's going to drop it. I find a banana and a water bottle and stuff both in my bag. "Hey, I'm leaving now." I speak as I walk away. "Have a good day mom."
"You too sweetheart." She calls from the kitchen.
Sure enough Dixon is waiting by my car when I walk outside my house. We exchange good mornings before getting in. This is normal Olivia behavior.
I make no move to turn on the radio. Maybe another day. Small steps are key. I don't need the tunes anyway. Dixon is telling me about the girl he has a crush on in our World History class.
He describes her as fun and outgoing. I can't remember who he is talking about so I just listen to him go on about her. He sounds excited and nervous. I can tell by the way he is using his hands to tell me about Eve.
"I can talk to her if you want." I offer as I park and we exit.
"Really?" His eyes light up like it's Christmas. "No. I should do it." He quickly changes his mind.
Boys.
I roll my eyes and we continue into the school. We agree to meet each other in English because of the distance of our lockers.
I put my things away and take what I need for my first two classes. Just as I close my locker someone brushes pass me. When I look up to see who it was no one is near me. Not close enough to brush me anyway.
I know someone touched my arm because it gave me wicked chills. The hairs on my arm are standing and my heart beat picks up. I better not be having one of those panic attacks.
The bell rings making me jump also bringing out of my thoughts. I quickly turn the corner and find my seat behind Dixon who gives me a worried look.
As we get to the middle of the lesson Dixon finally questions my lateness. I tell him I blanked out for a few seconds and that's enough for him not to question it anymore. It is true. I did pause briefly by my locker but I don't need to tell him why.
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Hers
WerewolfAfter a terrible summer of dealing with her father's infidelity can Olivia Blake get her life back on track? Can she finally focus on herself and get back to being her normal playful, outgoing self. Maybe she can with help from her best friend Dixio...