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WARNING: IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO CUTTING, RAPE, SUICIDE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK

Btw this chapter is really long.

Grayson POV

We got to the theaters and watched Fifty Shades Freed.

Abi thought it would be a good idea to tease us and Ethan when after her.

Let's just say that when Ethan got back he was out of breath and had a smirk on his face.

Almost a half an hour later I saw Abi walk in shaking and wiped her tears.

I don't think she knew but since I was on the side closest to the ledge, I could see the entrance.

"Took you long enough." Said Ethan.

"Yeah I saw some old friends and thought I'd say hi." She replied looking down with a fake smile, I knew something was up.

I have her a your-lying look and she sat down and finished the movie.

💎at Abi's house💎

We dropped Abi off at her house and with no word, she ran out.

"She looked upset, should I follow her?" Ethan asks.

"No dude, just give her some space. I'm sure she'll text us later."

He nodded and we went home.

Ethan POV

Gray and I got home and I waited about thirty minutes.

I was lying on my bed, bored out of my mind. I thought I'd check my phone to see if Abi texted me but sure enough, she didnt. So I texted her.

Me: hey I had fun tonight. I saw you were upset so I thought that I'd text you and check to see if your okay. Call me when you get this.
Love you💜💜
Delivered

I wait about ten more minutes and saw that she hasn't even read my text, so I drove to her house.

I got to her house and knocked on her door, no answer. I knocked again, no answer. I thought that she must be sleeping and luckily her front door was unlocked, so I walked in.

"To all the people who loved me and cared for me. Thank you and I'm sorry. I can't live on. I will die soon anyways. If not now then when my cancer kills me. Again I'm sorry and goodbye." I heard Abi say.

No she can't be doing what I think she is.

I ran upstairs and her door was locked.

"Abi open the door." I demanded, no answer.

"Abi open the door!" Still no answer.

I kicked the door down and ran into the bathroom to find her in front of her mirror, blade to her neck and cuts on her wrists and thighs. (A/n: she was wearing pj shorts, that's how he could see the cuts.)

"ABI?!" I yelled and grabbed her hand away from her neck so she wouldn't cut her throat.

We fell to the ground and I grabbed the blade from her. I saw that her phone was recording, was she trying to make a suicide video?

"WHAT THE HELL ETHAN! WHY DIDNT YOU LET ME DIE? I DONT WANNA LIVE.....I just wanna die." She said in tears.

I grabbed her and pulled her close. She started crying in my arms. Even though she probably didn't want me to, I had to call the ambulance.

Phone call with 911

911 what your emergency?

My girlfriend cut herself and she's losing a lot of blood, we need an ambulance.

Okay sir, the paramedics are on their way, just put pressure on the wounds and try not to let her lose too much blood.

Okay thank you bye.

Bye.

End of call with 911

"Hey, your okay the paramedics will be here soon." I said hugging Abi tighter.

"Okay." She said weakly.

I had to keep her mind off of what just happend.

"Hey lets go get you cleaned up and go play Mario on the wii."

"Okay."

She got up and I set her on the sink while I got the first aid kit.

I grabbed some rubbing alcohol and opened it.

"Okay, now this us going to burn but try not to scream."

She nodded and I poured some on her wrist.

She started whimpering and I wrapped her up in a bandage. I did the same to her other wrist and her thigh. I was on her last thigh when she started to scream.

"Ethan, Ethan, Ethan THAT FUC-" She started.

But I cut her off with my lips pressed against hers. She kissed back and when I was done I pulled away.

"Better?" I asked.

She nodded and I helped her off the sink.

"Ouch, ouch. Ethan do you think you could carry me to the couch. I can't walk because my thighs hurt." She said.

I smirked and tried to hold back a laugh.

"Not what I meant by Ethan." She said sternly then started to laugh.

I picked her up bridal style and took her to the living room. I plugged in the wii and we played.

"Why didn't the paramedics come?" She asked.

"You know, I don't really know. They should be fired." I said and caused her to giggle.

"Why didn't you let me die?" She asked.

"Abi don't ever ask that, I need you on this earth. Without you, I dont know what i would do. If I found you dead in the bathroom, I-I" I let out a deep breath, "I don't know what i would do." I said a tear running down from my eye. She wiped it away and hugged me.

"Ethan could you stay with me tonight?" She asked.

"Yeah." I replied.

She started to yawn a few minutes later so I carried her to her room.

"Goodnight Ethan."

"Goodnight Abi."

I started to hear soft snores after that. I kissed her forehead.

"I love you."
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