♡ don't call me baby - fillie ♡

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[this chapter was fun to write. you get to see millie's point of view on all her friends, and you gets to see finn's feelings. this was fun to write. although, there's not much dialogue so you can skip if you want. but i mean, i suggest you not to because i found it kinda cute.]

"i think i might give up everything, just ask me to."
"friends wont love me like you do."

—4,810 words

"for this assignment i'll give each of you a topic. i want you to write your feelings about it. if it gets personal, i don't need to read it. i just need to know you did it. if you did it, it's an automatic hundred, if you didn't, a fifty. so, if you want me to read it, i will!" the teacher exclaimed, clapping her hands excitedly. she began to call out people's topic.

"millie brown sink, tell me a person or people who you love, and why they mean so much to you."

"finn wolfhard, tell me a person who inspires you, how and why?"

finn turned to face millie, but millie was already looking at him. he grinned widely, showing all his teeth which made millie giggle.

"alright, get started. it's due tomorrow, kiddos."

MILLIE

i have a lot of people who i care about. i have a lot of people who make me feel good about myself, they each make me know what it feels like to be loved. these people have brought so much love into my life, and i do not know what i did to deserve them.

gianna— i only just met her, but the way she cleared my thoughts from all my troubles made me realize that she is important. i think her excitement made me happy, which made me realize to stop caring about sad thoughts and to be happy. i am thankful to know her, i want to talk to her more. she has an amazing heart.

rowan— rowan is the type of girl to make you smile when you're feeling down. i met her in October, which was only three months ago. but the impact she has on me is incredible. whenever i'm feeling down, she's there to bring me back up with her loud laugh and her love for unicorns and puppies. she's the rainbow on my cloudy days. i never knew i needed a rowan in my life, but now i realize everyone needs a rowan. i love rowan because the way she helps me laugh, even though i really don't want to. she is incredible, i'll never stop loving her. she's my girl, she's my rainbow. she is my row row row your boat.

maddie and grace— these girls come in two. maddie and grace have been my best friends since fifth grade.
i remember meeting them because grace accidentally spilled apple juice on noah. although i hated her because she wet noah's shirt, i realized that they were absolutely amazing. i love grace because she's so small and shy, but when you get to know her she's the funniest person ever. she inspires me to do better. i remember when i was sad in eighth grade, and she sang to me. since then, she has been singing to me anytime i need cheering up. i love the way she's always there for me. nobody will replace grace. she's my forever. grace is someone who i can never forget. her love is something everyone needs.
i learned what being loved felt like when i met maddie. i will never forget the day she told me how much i meant to her. she wrote me pages and pages of the things she loved about me, just because i told her i hated my hair. i will never forget the way she brought me up, and told me i was the most beautiful girl she has ever seen. m&m forever and always.
it was us four; maddie, grace, sadie, and i against the world. we walked in hallways together, we gossiped together, we cried together, we watched high school musical and camp rock together, we loved together. the memories i made with grace and maddie have been wonderful. we have not been as close as we were before, and i know it is my fault. but i love them so much, and it will always be M+S+G+M forever, no matter how many people i meet. these three girls will always be my best friends. i love you maddie, i love you grace.