A terrible childhood(a renesmee cullen story)

Chapter 23

Renesmee's POV

I listened as my 4 year old acted like an adult tell her dad she had enough i was amazed and then my dad came up to me and said "Renesmee I Don't Care if you still Love him you got to leave him" and then i said "No I can't I Love him he is just this way because of his Dad died" then he said "He had 4 years to recover and be a real father i can hear her scream from here" then i said "Let me talk to him can he have one  more chance" he nodded and said "If she shows up here saying he hurt you or her i am gonna kill him myself" then i said "Dad you use to beat me and mom never gave up on you so why should i give up on him" then he said "Me Hitting you and regeting it him uncontrolablly hitting her and you and no regets difference now go talk to him i am haveing Bella go talk to Lovelly Go" i walked away...

Lovelly's POV

Grandma Bella walked into the room and said "You Alright" i turned away and wiped away a tear and then she said "IT is alright to Cry its alright to feel like you desver more form you father can i tell you something you know your mom my daughter she was crazy about Jacob No matter what we did they couldn't be seperated and he use to be different too but the thing was Jacob never ages like us vampires because he is a werewolf so before i met You Pappy Edward Jacob was MY Best friend But when they met they were enimies and Hated each other so much i couldnt bare it and i was Just a human so i called switisherland so i could be with both i Love Jacob but as family and Jacob Loved me more than that though and Edward Loved me more than i could imaged and i Loved him so much and one day Jacob kissed me it didnt end well becasue edward says he doesnt get jelious but he does anyway there was a war going on i will tell you about when you get older but Edward and Jacob had to work together to protect me and thats all they wanted but in the end they became friends but what really bonded them was when i was pregent with renesmee but Jacob didnt like your mom because she was killing me she was half vampire and Half human and i was Just a human i couldnt take it anyway when i gave birth to her Sam and the others came to kill the baby renesmee your mom Jacob Imprinted on Renesmee your mom when she was Born so he had to protect her from his own pack  which Jacob your dad was supose to be Alpha But He Gave it to Sam He didnt want to be Alpha But in some ways he did but not enough  anyway they came to kill your mom but he fought to make sure your mom to Stay alive and after that Edward changed me to be a Vampire because your mom Had killed me because She was Half and half so after that I was a vampire and Edward and Jacob Became freinds but now there losing it because Jacob cant keep a grip and Be a father for you Jacob only is so mean is because his Father died and he blamed himself as much as you want your daddy he wants his too so you see he loves you he Just aint ready to be perfectly fine agian it is going to take time if he wants to fix it" then i sighed and said "Grandma it is Because of me why Mommy and Daddy arent working out you dont have to lie daddy never loved me or was fine" then Grandma said "Man he protected you from everything when you were a newborn he made sure no one touched you because one day this other pack stole you so Jacob screahed Day and Night to find you when he did he destoried the pack mainly Just to Get to you Because he Loves you But the thing is a month after that i think hes Father Deid and He was Crush and was mean he was mean to your mom to were she left until he was on his knees begging for you guys back he was so nice and everything but then he suddenly stop and Missed you First birthdayd and you second and thrid and fourth now he is going to miss you going to school but remember you cant invite anyone over unless everything is ok and dont tell anyone at school why you have brusies say you fell and were long colthes to cover up i know this rutine because Edward Beat her two before but he was there for her Birthdays and everything Just not ready to Be there and forget the passed But he did and now your mom and Pappy are extremelly close and you always know i am Here Everyone is here to talk  to you or to help dont ever hesate ok lets change the subject i hear you starting school in 4 weeks are you excited" then i said "No i am not i am scared and so what if everytime i am scared i come to you" then she said "Yes" then i said "I will have to see you every night and day because my daddy scares me everytime i go to bed i am scared that i wont wake up or i will wake up being beat or something i am always scared of everything that is around me esspeslly my daddy or should i say Jacob i am not calling him daddy until he loves me" then i got up and walked away