When we finelly got there it was more peaceful then my house i liked it here we went inside then Billy came into the room i wish i lived here i was better than at my house i walked to the couch billy looked at me and studied my face and then finelly broke the silents(hey kids how was school) then i said(terrible i dont know about jake) then jake said (i dont know really) billy knew better than to ask what happened i felt bad the whole day because jake missed patol to make sure i was ok i love him i dont know what to do about it i dont know should i tell him i had questions and i need answers so i decide to tell him but i didnt want to ruin are friendship i had too many questions...........
i decide i would tell him on la push beach i wanted us to be alone so when he walked in his room and i asked if we could go to the beach he said(sure come on) we walked to la push beachwe walked and then i stop and he said(whats wrong) i looked him and took i deep breath and said(look i dont know if you like me back because i liked you wait i dont like you i love you when i am with you i am happy when i see you i wish i could hug you never leave your side you protect me you there for me but the problems is do you love me?) i looked at him he looked at me like he was hit with a bullet i knew it i knew he dont like me not at all we were just friends and i ruined it i ruined what could of happened he opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out i was afraid of this i was afraid that he doesnt want to see me ever again that he would say we werent meant to be maybe i was over reacting i wait for him to speak but i was afraid of his answer........
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A terrible childhood(a renesmee cullen story)
Hombres Loboit is about were her father edward disagrees with everything that bella and renesmee say so when renesmee grows up Jacob is all she got.............but then there is a secrect that her dad really hates and has bad ideas of how to solve it...
