Suho and the sea

Two

I sit on the beach with Junmyeon, for a little while. We talked mostly about water and about how peaceful it is. He made me feel at ease, and he made me feel like I'm actually okay. "So what's troubling you, neighbour?"

He asks softly as he looks at me: "I'm here to recover from a break up and my friends are being a pain in my ass." I say as I sigh. "I can understand wanting peace then." He agreed as I nodded.

"Have you ever been through a heartbreak." I asked him and he nodded: " I have, but a heart break can be many things." He says and I agree with him. "It seems like you are under a lot of stress, one of my friends is a really good chef, how about you come over tomorrow and have dinner with us?" I raise my eyebrows at him, as he gestured towards me like he means nothing bad with it.

" Oh, you know this is how all horror movies starts." I tease him as he chuckles; "Yah, we aren't murders." He said nudging me making me laugh again. "At least not that I know of."

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Talking with Junmyeon was relaxing and it was needed for sure. He made me feel good, and that was something my friends sucked at doing as well as my ex, he insisted on telling everyone that I was crazy bitch when I got mad and that I was just controlling and made sure that after a fight I'd blame myself for his behaviours. It wasn't all bad, that's why I'm more angry than I am.

Junmeyon was a great guy or at least he had that great guy behaviour. The guy you want to be best friends with. But honestly, being close to him was the best thing that had happed these last couple of days. I felt like I was seen for me, and not through Lee's horrible eyes, or Callies. And Junmeyon didn't try to eat me up with his eyes (like Lee). Which was normal for most boys, not meaning to be conceited, but I know I'm privileged in the looks department. Or maybe it was just the confidence department.

But who was he and why did he show up? just in the nick of time. Maybe he's a male Mary Poppins. And something tells me he'd enjoy me calling him that.

after departing from him I find myself non stop smiling until I get back inside. That man had magical powers. I find myself smiling still as I close the door to my bedroom. It's weird to feel good about yourself when everything around you makes you feel bad.

"Junmyeon, you're dangerous." I mumble and turn off the light as I do I see the light turn on right across. My window neighbor, and it's then I see him. Junmyeon, his room is across form mine and I feel utterly giddy about the fact, he's smiling as he walk around before crashing on the bed.

He looked blissful and it was nice. It's then it hits me: "Wait did he see me earlier?" He must have seen me half naked. "Oh my god!"; I blush and panic at the same time. I'm embarrassed and intrigued, 'maybe he liked what he saw? What am I thinking?' "Maybe I need a rebound?" I say low and blush slightyl.

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I kept my blinders down as I got up and dressed in the morning: as I stepped out into the living area Min-ah came in with her camera. And pointed at me and Misty. "You two, y' all are modelling today."

I frowned at her as I was about to say no, Misty stood on her chair; "Hell yeah we are!" And nudged me so nearly fell off my chair. "You'll be wearing this," Min-ah smiles as she pulled out two suede looking bikinis, it wasn't suede, but they were made too look like they were.

"Lily, please wear the pink one, it's suits your complexion more." I frown but nodded as I took it. "What's happening?" Callie came in and asked as I finished my bowl of cereals: "The girls are modelling for me, would you be so kind and hold the reflector?" Min-ah asked Callie, I could tell Callie was disappointed she had not been asked to model too.