Suho and the sea

Sixteen

As I resurface, Jongin is laughing and I splash him with water. He looks positively un-bothered as he splash me back. When I see him again, I can tell he's staring. And I look down, my white crop top has gone from a nice silky white to a wet see through item.

"Yah." I yell as I place my hand over my chest covering myself up. As I walk up
The water and Jongin laughing behind me. Kyungsoo reaches my side at the shoreline and hands me a towel and scowled Jongin as he did. But I can also tell Kyungsoo was struggling to not watch.

"You okay? That moron should know better." Kyungsoo muttered looking away and it slips out of my mouth before thinking: "Mother hen." I smile right before I panic and Kyungsoo just laughs as he blushes slightly: "Who told you to say it?" He almost accused not he looked me in the eyes. And I find myself laughing out loud, as his face softened.

"Go and change." Kyungsoo ordered and patted my arm once I stopped laughing. I walk into the house as I come to a stop overhearing, Kevin on the phone. "Not sure what I'm doing here."

I stand there hoping he'll see  me but he dosen't: "No, she's into this John guy," he sighed and I bit my lip, I suddenly feel bad for him. But I've never shown him any interest. And I feel like I'm going to lose a good friend, I stand there not sure where to go and I wonder if he'll turn to see me, but he doesn't: "I remember Lee saying that when he first met her she was clueless, but I didn't think it was like this." He sighed; "On a different note, how are you doing?"

I never thought about who he was talking to, I walk out and almost stamp the stairs as I walk back up them, forgetting to cover my chest again. And almost shout: "That damn Jongin." And Kevin turns and looks at me and his mouth is wide and I remember my shirt and instantly pull my arm up to my chest. "I have to hang up Jung." Kevin says and I walk past him blushing slightly.

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When I walk back out the house is empty, and there is loud music from the beach. I changed into a tank top and a pair of shorts and a larger sports jacket as my newly washed hair was in a bun.

As I reach the beach party seem to be in full swing. I reach the gang and Kevin is emerge in a discussion with Sehun and Kyungsoo, Misty in a conversation with Jongin, Chanyeol and Junmyeon. But when Junmyeon's eyes catches mine, he nods off towards the darkness of the beach. I walk that direction with my arms wrapped around my chest as he comes to my side I let my hand fall, his hand gently rubs against mine as we walk in silence.

It was enough to do so with him. We don't need to talk. Because it don't feel awkward not to. I glance over at him and I see a smile play on his lips as our hands continually rub against each other: "Lily," he says softly and I stop and watch his face; "Yes?" I ask softly as he continually smiles at me. "Thank you." He says and I feel confused but he takes my hand finally in his and brings my hand up to his lips: "What for?" I ask as I feel my cheeks heat up: "For not having your phone to your face, to not care for the 'status' of things."

I feel very confused: "I'm not sure what you're trying to say, but I'll go along with it." And he chuckles. He start to walk again, with my hand still in his: "I'm just not used to feel like this.." He confessed and my cheeks still keep their redness. We walk along the beach for the rest in silence. We've come into a semi relationship but not really, but at the same time I can't seem ever think  what would have happened if I hadn't had him.

As we reach the rest of the people. The music change into K-pop and one of Misty's favorite songs comes on with BTS I only know this because she played it about 48 times to the road trip down. "I love this song." Misty says and crank up the volume. "Cool guys." Sehun said and crosses his arms as the rest nods in approval: "What's not to love?" Misty smiles as I shrug. "You have no voice here." Misty says to me and I laugh and shrug again: "Why doesn't she?" Sehun asked; "She don't listen to current pop culture." I nod, because it's true.

"Retro is my way to go." I laugh and Junmyeon smiles at me: "Explains a lot." Jongin says.

"It really does." Most of them agree as Kevin starts handing out food. The boys almost throws themselves on him. I feel like I've done something right as I watch my friends interact.

Junmyeon's arm wrap around my waist and I feel warm. "Why me?" He asks softly as he watches his friends; "Why not you?" I reply as he smiles and sips on his alcohol infused drink. "You could have the pick of anyone here." He said as his smile falter: "Yeah, but are they you?" I reply as he frowns slightly confused. "No?" He says: "That's your answer."

"Yah, how about putting up tents?" Kyungsoo asks interrupting us: "And sleep here on the beach?" Chanyeol asks as Kyungsoo nods. I frown slightly as I look at my friends: "What's wrong?" Kyungsoo asks as he sees my frowning face; "Oh yeah, you hate tents." Kevin laughs softly as I slow nods. The rest laughs and I sit there uncomfortable, I should share tent with Misty, but since a couple days back Junmyeon has been sleeping next to me, completely innocent. But I think he could tell I was slightly panicking as he sets up a tent and comes over to my side. Junmyeon leans in and whispers: "Wanna steal Kyungsoo's room?" And I feel my cheeks heat up and blush as I nod. I enjoy that room, the view, the bed, and definitely the company.

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When everyone was settled into their tent and the night was taking everyone to sleep. Junmyeon kissed me, It surprised me but my entire body tingled.  He helped me out of the tent and onto my feet and lead me into their house. It felt so forbidden and so sexy, as we reach Kyungsoo's bedroom, we are already making out, it was a hunger we had both surpressed. Who was i to deny the fact that the sexual tension had been building rapidly with each kiss, but somehow Junmyeon had respected me enough not to push me into having sex. And ontop of that I felt ready.

As we fall onto the bed, I feel my body react to his as I can tell he's reacting to mine. The kisses gets more heated and I'm gasping for air. His hand explore my skin and I instantly find myself loose to him completely.