Suho and the sea

Three

I end up changing seats as Jongin and Junmyeon is battling on where to sit so they could sit next to me. It's childish, but yet i'm intrigued.  I'm not going to lie the two males are handsome and girl or guy would love this. But Jongin is trying way harder than Junmyeon is. And some part of me is disappointed. Junmyeon captivated me first and I still find myself wanting to know more about him. "Where are the girls we saw you with yesterday?" Chen asks and I smile: "They went into town." I reply, not in the mood to talk about them. Mostly because I know how it would be, they would want me to invite them and the girls would make fool out of themselves and I'll never get a chance to hang out with them again. Selfish? Yes.

I bit my lip as I look at the boys around the table, they do seem familiar but I can't place them. I have the worst memory, when it comes to faces. I don't dare to say anything though if I'll make a tit out of myself.

I sit there as the boys take their turn at filling my plate, "Guys, y'all going to make me gain weight." I joke and they shook their head: "More of you is better for us." Jongin said and winked at me, making me oddly blush. I noticed that Junmyeon is being very quiet and for some reason I missed hearing his voice. "So now can we eat?"Chanyeol asks as the fifth boy enters the room from the kitchen: "Yes." He says, he shorter but has very handsome features and he seems very calm.  

As we finish up dinner and opening the third bottle of wine. The others clear the table and I watch Junmyeon get up, I bit my lip as I get up too. I follow him over to the kitchen and  lean against the counter as I watch him start to clean up. I find myself smiling and decided to help him, without saying anything. "What you doing, please sit." He says and I shake my head: "Why? you are over here... I'll be bored over there." He looked down but I could tell he was smiling. "It's refreshing." I say suddenly as he looks at me. "Most men around me are a lot, even all my exes were." I say and look at him; "Not that there is anything wrong with that.." I say softly and he raises his eyebrow at me. 'Damn he's handsome.' "Well sounds like keepers, all of them, so why aren't you with them?" it's a loaded question, a very juste one, but I smile trying to figure out how to reply, and I find myself being quiet for almost a good minute, in a silence that usually would have killed me with suspense or annoyance, but it's different now and as I speak his eyes start to sparkle: "Because there are many reasons that they're my exes." I say, and he looks down smiling. A summer fling, is it really supposed to feel this good?

"Why are you telling me this?" He asks as he looks into the sink, still smiling: "Because you got quiet..." I lie and I take the bowl he was scrubbing for the whole conversation and started to rinse it before wiping it dry: "Because I want to talk to you...  also because you invited me." I say it low enough to catch his attention. I can tell he's looking at me, and I turn my eyes to his direction, my eyes lock with his and he's close than I expected him to be.

It was an intense moment, and we got very intimate without even kissing or touching. I felt completely naked yet, I was fully dressed. I bite my lip as his eyes darted to my lips before my eyes repeated his action. "What are you guys doing?" Chanyeol asked way to close to our faces making us both jump, I manage to splash water onto the floor, and grab Chanyeol's arm as I pull him down with me onto the floor. He lands on top of me, Junmyeon end up against the cupboards and Chanyeol's faces is only inches away from mine; my heart races and I feel suddenly confused. This tall baby faced giant, i'm thinking my hormones have something to do with the urge and need for testosterone. Let's say that.

"What the hell guys." I look up breaking my trance with Chanyeol and look over at Jongin who's leaning against the counter and shakes his head; "I should get into doing dishes form now on." I frown slightly and try to sit up as Chanyeol gets off me and helps me sit up. It was like the connection with Junmyeon just continued but only changed person. It was weird. But by the look of Junmyeon facial expression it was bothering him. Chanyeol grabbed a few tissues from the countertop and handed them to me to wipe my rear and legs off from the excess water. I do it as I watch Junmyeon sigh and walk out of the room. Not long after, I decide to leave the gathering all together. 

I felt like things could only get more awkward. I smile as I say goodbye to everyone, I wave and walk out the back and around the fences. Junmeyon wasn't with them though, and it saddened me, but Chanyeol, looked sort of happy about it.

"Where have you been?" The trio as me, and I raise my eyebrow seeing them. They were shit faced. I sigh as I step onto the porch: "I've been walking around." I lie as I sit down with them. "That's a long walk." Callie said and looked at me and I smiled softly. The night had been good, and I felt like it could have been better. When I say good night to my friends, and walk into my room and turn on my light. I see Junmyeon, entering his room too. I can tell he's awkward as he sees me, I pull up a note pad and scribble down on it, I look up as he studied me. "Breakfast tomorrow? My treat!" And when I show it to him he smiles and nods. "10 am?" I wrote and showed to him and he smiled and nodded again, "Out front." I wrote and he nodded again.

I smile and bit my lip before walking over and pulling the curtains together, covering the view for him. I find myself feeling saucy as I did it, sort of even sneaky and flirty in a way. Like I'm reliving the life I should have had at Uni. 

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His lips are hungry against mine, I kiss him feverishly as, his hand roam my body, his fingers are excited and work on my jeans hungrily. As his tongue is silky smooth against mine. I find myself moaning out his name softly: "Junmyeon." I breath against his lips, and he suddenly pulls away. My heart drops, as I look into Chanyeol's eyes. He looks at me confused as I grab the bed covers to cover myself up. I was suddenly naked, and very exposed. Chanyeol looks down and when he looks up Lee's eyes are staring into mine.

I jolt up in bed and feel like I can't breath. Weirdest fucking dream. Ever.