Love me like a human

;) Special in this chappieee

Okay guys, know I haven't done ANYTHING on wattpad recently, but you have to believe me when I say I have no excuse. I don't even know why I'm apologising cos not many people would've read this far xD

Okay so wanted to know, if anyone here has actually read my other book, How to spell love, should I just scrap it? I don't think anyone has read all of it o it doesn't need to be carried on. Then again, I hate quitting and I write for my own enjoyment so hell yes I will finish it. 

Thanks guys for helping me with the decision! Might update my other story later. CHECK IT OUT!

And here's something special just for you....

KIEriN'S P.O.V !!! <-------  :O OMD

I lay on my bed staring at the frayed carpet in the corner of my room. It has been a lot to take in, my own mate is with him. What was I thinking, love doesn't exist. I should know that since i've never really felt it for any girl before. It's just the stupid mate bond. Of course she has someone else. They've probably been together for all this time, it's why she never respects me.

Anger flared up in me at the thought of them together. I don't care if she's a slut, just not with him. 

She's not a slut! You can't smell any guy of off her. We don't even know why he was ther-

SHUTUP! Even though I growled really loudly my wolf didn't seem to get the point.

She's our mate! And you know when you say stuff like that in your head, I can here it. It gets annoying. Imagine me doing it- you know what?! I will! Said the wolf in Kierin's head.

That's just childish. And no, she's not our mate any more.

The wolf gasped at what Kierin just said, huh! 

Shutup already I get the point. 

But do you get mine? 

Look, she's not our mate anymore and not our problem. 

Even as I was saying this I found that now-familiar twinge of pain. I began to fiddle with my hands, willing for everything to be just fine. 

She hasn't accepted the rejection. You can still-

NO! I don't have to do anything. Leave me alone. 

My wolf finally went silent. I just lay there on my bed, not really noticing how much time was passing, not really thinking of anything but her beautiful smile, her hair, the way her voice sound.... 

NONONO! She's not mine. I can't think about her anymore. 

Letting out a quiet whimper, I go to scratch my cheek. It was feeling a bit itchy, and now I know that it was dried tears irritating my skin. 

Someone knocked on my door, I didn't really care who it was or why they were there so kept silent. 

"Hey, Kierin?" I heard Victoria say from behind the door. "We haven't had much time together recently, what with you and that slut always-"

Anger was all I felt as I wrenched the lamp of my bedside table and threw it at the door. I heard a satisfying smash and Victoria's yelp from the other side. How could I not see until now how much of a waste of space she is?

I heard knocking on the door again and got up to tell her to fuck off. I flung the door open, ready to shout at her, finding my best friend and beta Alex on the other side.

"Calm down dude," he started, "It's only me." 

He pushed his way into my room and I let him. He was about my height and had dark curly hair, his eyes being a dark shade of brown. We had been best friends since forever, his dad being my dad's beta and all. 

"So what's got you so pissed? Normally right now Victoria would be in here instead of running down the hall balling her eyes out."

I sigh knowing I wouldn't be able to keep this secret from him. 

"Y-you know I've been hanging out with Aine a lot lately?"

"What about her?" He said while looking through my private video game collection.

"She's my mate." 

Alex instantly freezes. Suddenly he turns sharply aroun, giving me the 'is this a joke look?'. 

"Aine in our biology class?"

"Yes." I replied.

Alex got up and came to my right side, where any beta is needed. 

"That doesn't explain why you are upset." He stated that rather than questioned. 

"I rejected her. She had been with Evad."

For a second I thought I saw mutual hate on Alex's face, but then it turned to surprise, and then gradually to anxiety. 

"Dude, she's not safe if she's been talking with Evad. Explain to me the situation." 

Alex and I sat on my sofa while I told him everything that had happened over the past two weeks. It took longer than I thought it would, mainly because Alex kept asking questions. I didn't really haave the strength to get him to stop, so I didn't bother. 

Afte listening to the whole story, Alex nodded his head with a thoughful expression. 

"It's true.." He mumbled, more to himself than me. "You love her." 

"Thank you Captain Obvious."

"Anytime Leuitenant Sarcasm," he gave me his massive grin when he said that, "so what you gonna do about her?" 

"I don't know."

"C'mon man, I know you better than that. What you gonna do about her?" 

I paused for a while, thinking things through. I could really *ehem* use my wolf *ehem* right about now. 

.........

Fine, I don't need you anyways. 

"I'm going to go to her," I decide, "and make her know she is mine and always will be." 

Alex smiles and claps me on the back. 

"You're car or mine?" 

By the time I got to her house, I could smell she had left. It was pretty late in the day know, I had been moping about in my room for a lot. It was dark and I had absolutely no idea what time it was, but I had to find her. 

I shifted into my wolf, picking up her scent. I could sense Alex following close behind me. I followed the scent of Aine and her friends, soon finding myself at a party. I could smeel everyone in there except her. No... Her scent was...

The cliff. 

Okay, bit unexpected but this night club place is right beside a cliff. That vertically drops. Into the sea. And a load a rocks. 

I sprint towards the cliff edge, cutting through some shrubs and trees. I am about to grab her when I see her jump- but then get caught.

By Evad.