One shots? {Jamilton}

Sinking |Part 3|

ew i kinda hate how this turned out...jk I HATE IT ALOT

animatic by szin
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~FEW MONTHS LATER~

~Thomas POV~

"Alright Thomas I'm going now! Bye! Love you!" I heard Alex say before he closed the door, on his way to another mission.

"Love you!" I call back from the sofa, hoping he can hear me through the door. My heart swells with happiness as I say those words.

Lately, Alex has been going on more and more missions these past few months. I dont spend as much time as i want to but he has to do it. I guess being a part of the CIA has its cons. I also get that sinking feeling more often too.

That gut wrenching feeling which makes me want to throw up everytime. It feels almost as if someone ripped out my guts and twisted my stomach. Not the best feeling in the world.

Despite this, I couldnt love Alex more. Our relationship has only become stronger over these past months. I grin softly at the hundreds of memories we have already made together. I couldnt be happier.

I chuckled a little when we first discovered we were soulmates. A lot of yelling and arguing but we made it work...eventually. Its funny how fate works. You think things are going to go one way but instead something totally different happens.

Suddenly, my phone goes off, pulling me from my thoughts. I flip it pver so that I can see the screen. Laf is calling. I pick up and put it to my ear.

"Thomas! We're on our way to your dorm and then we're gonna go to the bar! Be ready in 5 minutes!" Laf says excitedly, his french accent heavy. "Tell Alex to come too!"

"Can't, Alex just left to go somewhere but I'll be ready," I say, jumping up from the couch.

"Aw too bad. He's gonna miss out on all the fun," I hear Laf say before he hangs up.

I grab my keys, a coat, and my phone before walking out of my dormand out of the building. About a minite later, Laf's van pulls up, the door sliding open and revealing Laurens, Herc, Burr, Laf, and Madison.

I greet them all as I get in the car and close the door. This was going to be an interesting night.

~A wild time skip has appeared~

I chuckle as I step outside of the bathroom. We havent even been here for more than an hour and Laurens has already thrown up. I bet he's going to start drinking again in a few minutes. Theres no stopping him.

I've only had a glass of alcohol so I'm not even close to tipsy yet. I guess its just not the same without Alex.

"I'm going to refill my glass," I say to Madison whos leaning against the wall of the bathroom. He nods to me, completely sober. He's not a big fan of drinking.

As I make make my way through sweaty, drunk mass, I spot something— no someone out of my eye.

I turn my head to see who it is and I gasp. Its Alex— but he's not alone. He's seated in a booth, with a man I've never seen before. He's practically sitting on his lap, their faces millimeters apart.

My begin to tear up as I feel a wave of shock go over me before its replaced by a wave of anger. He said he was going on a mission. He said he loved me. How could he?

I angrily make my way over their and slam my hands down, startling the couple.

"Alex! What are you doing here?!"

"E-excuse me who are you?" the other man says in confusion. I ifnore him and look straight at Alex, i stare straight at the face that I fell in love with. He looks shocked, no words coming out of his mouth.

"I thought you were 'on a mission'! Oh! How could I believe that you were in the CIA? Wh-" I say before I'm cut off by Alex. Out of the corner of my eye, I see the other man process what I said.

"CIA?" I hear the man whisper to himself with a malicious smirk.

"Look, I'll explain to you tomorrow. But right now you have to go," Alex whispers to me, in a rapid, panicked way. Fear is clear in his face. But all of these little details pass me.

"No! What are you doing here?" I cry, tears forming in my eyes once again.

Alex stands up, but the other man takes his wrist. This little action sends me running away from the booth, running away from the couple, running away from my soulmate.

Suddenly, I gasp softly as a sinking feeling fills me, sending me to my knees. I grip my stomach as a empty, burning, but familiar feeling fills me.

Alex is in trouble.

Through the pain, I twist my head towards the booth but I'm too late as I hear a deafening gun shot. Suddenly the feeling leaves me, taking the pain with it. I realize now that this is the shortest it has ever lasted.

I shakily get to my feet and make my way towards the booth. But before I can get to it, the other man passes me and smirks. He stops next to me and puts his hand on my shoulder. He leans in and whispers, making the hair on my nec stand up.

"Thanks."

He walks away, without another word or glance. I feel panic run through me as I begin to shove people out of the way.

When I finally reach the booth, a gasp escapes my lips, as I look at the horror in front of me.

I see Alex, lying on the floor, his face turned away from me. He's not breathing or moving and blood has begun to pool around him, staining his clothes. I try to move forward but its almost as if my feet have been cemented to the floor. Sobs wrack my body as I look at his lifeless body.

I try to think of what could've happened and suddenly, it all clicks.

Alex must have been on a mission. He was on a mission.

And I had sold him out to his enemy. I had lead to his death. I had killed him.

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ew...i'm sorry for this...this is so bad

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