Tricking Emotions

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Things to remember
Y/N ~ Your Name
E/C ~ Eye Color
H/C ~ Hair Color
H/L ~ Hair Length
F/F ~Favorite Food
F/C ~ Favorite Color
F/A ~ Favorite Animal
F/AN ~ Favorite Anime
H/N ~ Hated Nickname
F/FL ~ Favorite Flower
F/D ~ Favorite Drink
I'll add more if I have too
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Play the song now! If it ends re~play it.
Song ~ I'm a mess by Ed Sheeren

"I'm sorry, but the likely hood of her remembering anything after the abuse is very few. I'm very sorry Mr.Ro'Meave, Mr.Valkurm, Ms. Alexandra, Y/N will not remember anything after July 25, 2012."

"You call me father, you - you bitch!"

"Just don't go saying stuff to or about people when you don't know who they really are freshmeat, ok?"

"Y/N!"

I gasp and shoot up from my sleep.
Fucking nightmare.

My phone flashes with a text from Emo. Why is he up at 4am? I ignore the text and look around. I sit up slowly and hold my side as I do.
Fucking scars.

I get up and rub my face. Awful decision. After Emo left, Sasha snuck over and we chilled. I apologized about pushing her to the ground...again. She then got super bored and forcefully did my makeup, which actually looked not horrible! She did the usual black Smokey eye and winged liner she always wears, but lets just say it looks better on her.
I walk to the bay window and look out of it. I never realized how close Travis's friends lived to us. Casanova lived next door, Raven lived on the next block, the Ro'Meaves lived across the street, and The Blueberries lived right near the school. Of course my only friends lived past the park, 15 long blocks away.

I walk to the bathroom and look at my face. The liner was smushed around my eyes and the Shadow was kinda faded. I washed it off, but that took longer then expected. When I went back into my room, the sun was already coming up.
"Ehh, it's Saturday." I sigh and lay back down on my bed. I kicked my school books down to the foot of my bed. At least my grade raised from a D- to a D.
I could do better, I just refuse to loose my reputation. Also, I don't care about school!
Half the stuff that school teaches you is crap. I read the text from Emo.

Ro'Meave - Hey. Are you awake?
You - Depends, what do you want?
Ro'Meave - Your impossible!
You - So I've been told! What do you want?
Ro'Meave - My mom is making me and my brothers go to the park with Aphmau, so I was giving you a heads up just incase you and the SKs showed up.
You - Thanks? I wasn't planning on leaving the house this weekend anyway. Why in Irene do you care so much?
Ro'Meave - Because no one should go through the pain of my mother's 'events'.
You - I already did idiot!
Ro'Meave - Sorry...
You - Whatever. Anything else?
Ro'Meave - Not really.
You - Good, later!
Ro'Meave - Bye.
(It was too much to fit in a real texting thing, so I did this! Sry.)

Why would he care? I should go to the park just to mess with him! Actually that's not an awful idea. Travis can get a distraction and I can hang with the group for a while. Plus Gene can give me my new spray paint that he owes me. Oy Vey, I really am not dead yet.

Time skip to 11am

"Come on Y/N!" Travis yells. I regret everything. I run down the stairs and Travis stares at me weird. I put a hand on my hip.
"What?" I say with a smirk.
Travis laughs lightly.
"Nothing! You just look nicer than usual today! I like it!"
I don't think I put that much effort into my look today. I just felt like wearing this today!
(Picture at the top)
I texted the Shadow Knights and they said they were already at the park which made my day a little easier. Dad left money in his room so I stole 20 bucks and we headed to the park.
As soon as we got there, the Ro'Meave's and Raven were at a picnic table and their moms were jogging around the walking track. The Shadow Knights were hanging at our tree, as always and Sasha was hanging upside down from a tree branch. I swear she's a vampire.

Travis runs over to Raven and the Ro'Meaves. I skidded of to my group, and Gene goes to say hello, but I put a finger to my lips. Zenix was facing the tree getting ready to get snacks, so I crept up behind and jump scared him! Sasha almost fell from her upside down spot she laughed so hard. I got a blushing scowl from Zenix.

No regrets.Ever.

I decide to join Zenix with the snacks and to check up on Travis. We got the chips and few sodas and a F/D for me and Travis. I threw Gene his Sprite and Chips and went to give Travis his F/D and chips, when I was noticed my favorite person EVER was sitting at their table.

"Well, Well, Well! If it isn't Casanova?" I say sarcastically sweet and gave Travis his crap.
My mood changed 0 to 100 really quick!
Casanova kept his head high and gave me a smirk.
"Hey Y/N. We were just about to play a round of soccer! Want to join?" Raven beamed. I turned back to the Shadow Knights, but thankfully they were already right behind me.
"Sure, Shadow Knights vs Losers!" Gene smiles. Emo comes up to me as everyone sets up the field.
"What?" I sigh. He stood in his spot and didn't say anything. His eye looked from my feet, to my jeans, to my top, and then to my lips. He stopped at my lips. What?

"Earth to Emo! What's wrong with you?" I say snapping my finger in front of his face. He shook his head and pulled his mask up higher, why was he blushing? Why is my face heating up?
"I thought I warned you not to come!" He yelled. I rolled my eyes and yawned.
"I'm a rebel! Tell me not to do something and I'll do it!" As I laugh my ass off, Emo rolled his eyes and joined my laughter a little.
"You play?" He pointed to the soccer field and I looked at the Shadow Knights, who were probably planing on how to sabotage the other team. Casanova and I made eye contact and I glared my eyes red. I looked back at Emo and scoffed.

"Sports isn't where I excel, but I bet I can kick your ass at this." I snicker. Raven hears me as she comes over and giggles.
"Then let's play! We have Laurence, so we're gonna win!"
Both Emo and I scoff at that comment. Raven then starts giggling as Emo walks to his brothers. I look at Raven and she's still giggling. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I should have listen to Emo and stayed home!
"What are you giggling at?" I say playfully to be nice as I mentally bang my head against a wall.

"N-Nothing! It's just Zane's always blushing around you and you've been a little nicer to him." She says. Has he? Have I? What?
"You look really nice today by the way!" She yells as she runs over to Gar Gar.
Gene comes to me and starts to talk, whe he's cut off by Sasha walking to us.
"Hey Y/N! You guys ready?" She kicks me the ball and I stop it with my foot and give it to Gene.
"You look killer today Y/N, I forgot to tell you." She laughs.
"UGH! THATS IT! Let's play!" I yell, wrapping my IDOT shirt around my waist and walking to the field.
(If you have long hair, you also put it up in a ponytail.)

Sorry for not uploading last week.
And is this chapter was boring, it was just throw some more Zane and Y/N flirting in the story. Also, if you didn't catch on, Casanova is Laurence. Y/N only calls the people she has respect for by their real names or just met them and deciding if she hates them or not. I hope you were paying attention to the chapter
'Not dead yet' because Zane does the same staring thing agin here! This was also a day late cause I posted this at 1am. Sorry.

Love, Kitty💜

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