The darkness, it surroneded me. I couldn't stop it, it was closing in around me. No matter how hard I tried to stop it, it was always there. No matter how many times I cut myself or drank to numb the pain, it was always there. No matter how long I starved myself or threw up, the darkness was always there. The thought of never being good enough and losing everyone around me was always there. I didn't deserve to be around and take up space that someone else, someone better, could be using. I didn't need anyone. I had lost my mother when I was 17 to cancer and my father..God knows where that drunk is. He bailed before I was born. Even my own father didn't want me, and now I only had my best friend Kayla. Eventually she'll leave too though. No one wanted to be around me..that was, until he came along and changed everything.
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Trust || c.h.
FanfictionHow can you trust someone when you constantly are getting hurt and everyone is leaving? Nothing is stable, even when you think it could be going okay and you might have a happy ending, it all changes.
