Shoutout to bbygurlzaz , i love you more than words can describe. thank you for letting me use you as a character bc you fit perfectly not only in my heart but in this story ❤️
"all this stress, look at this mess. look at my head, i'm better off dead. dyin' out west, tryin' my best, layin' in bed, I was comin' down then. no more pain, locked away. i go insane, i'm so insane. in my brain everyday, I go insane—I'm so insane. Leave me alone tonight, I'm good on my own tonight. I'm on the road tonight, I'm goin' home tonight. Leave me alone tonight, I'm good on my own tonight—I'm on the road tonight, I'm goin' home tonight."
______________EVELYN
"sorry, gus—i gotta go." i checked the time and realized that it was 12 PM, it was time for me to go home, get dressed and start my first day working at the gallery.
"oh, shit, i forgot." he stood up from the table, carefully avoiding messing up his still drying, painted nails.
i flicked my near perfect purple hair over my shoulder and avoided eye contact with bexey as he sat in the corner of the room, pensively staring at gus and i.
from gus or bex's point of view, it probably looks like i have a problem with him and that's not really it. i'm basically wearing nothing but gus's boxer shorts and i really don't want bex to get the wrong idea—peep and i haven't slept together and i'd rather he didn't just assume that. i'm probably making it worse by my dodgy actions though.
"do you want me to drop you off at home?" gustav questioned. i nodded slowly and retreated back to his room to pull my original clothing back on.
lately—more like the past few days—i've seen a side of gus that i figured was going to take me a long time to tap into, but he's become so much more emotionally available.
i want to question him about what made him change drastically, but i also don't want him to think that i have a problem with him expressing his emotions because i don't, it makes me feel happy that he trusts me.
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Fanfiction"I guess we'll just have to be screwed up together." Evelyn Woods is a 17 year old girl on the verge of being forced to go to rehab. When she meets a boy named Gustav, what happens when she realizes there's someone worse off than her? [all rights...