I'm going to be honest with you all.
My whole life I've felt like I've never been able to please anyone.
Everything I did was "not enough" You know?
Something was always missing.
And that feeling was horrible because it didn't just come from one pe...
#NotGoodEnoughChallenge Hey there It's, F1NAL1Z3 here.
I've never really tried doing this sort of thing, so I guess I'll get started by saying that I've never felt like I was good enough. Being born as a kid with Autism, it... can mean various things, really. I may seem like I'm a really nice guy and all, but... really, I feel like I'm not. And I've always felt as if my life is... kind of meaningless. Like I don't belong in this mortal plane. After shit pretty much hit the fan in about fourth or fifth grade, I've been to about four different school: one for the remainder of my elementary school years, two for my middle school years, and finally the one I'm currently at for high school.
My worst and lowest point was middle school. I was bullied to the point of considering suicide, and, yeah, this sounds like a sob story or whatever, but I would have if it wasn't for my closest friends (whom I shall call Sy and Em, for short, to protect the innocent). They kept me from losing my sanity and doing something fucking stupid.
Then came high school. Higher highs, lower lows, really. Got my second girlfriend, whom I'm finding I resent recently for... personal reasons. Then I met someone special. Someone who I could... trust. Precious chapter, my friends, AKA, Fireshine . She is one of the most incredible people that I've ever met, she's kind and funny... although she may not be into the games and stuff I'm into, she's still a fucking incredible person, and I could never wish for someone better than her. Because, in my eyes, she is perfect.
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(Acoustic version of "Halo" by Starset) Shout out to x-Belarus-x
This chapter is a little different from the rest . But I love it , I really do. The world is cruel do those who are "different" and believe me when I say I know exactly how you feel.
Just because of the way we were born doesn't mean we should be treated any less.
This chapter is dedicated to a special person in your life. And just the fact you took the time to write this is simply..beautiful.
