I'm going to be honest with you all.
My whole life I've felt like I've never been able to please anyone.
Everything I did was "not enough" You know?
Something was always missing.
And that feeling was horrible because it didn't just come from one pe...
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It all really started in year 7. I started high school with 2 great friends; Abigail (Gail) and Magdalena (Magda). We started the year happy and without a care in the world.
It was around autumn (March-May) when it started. Magda had a friend called Paige and Elina (El). Gail, Magda and I had other selves that where mythical creatures and Paige and El joined in after we sat with them for awhile. They said that they were twins and their father was the "Silver King". They created a Gmail for this "Silver King" and used it to bully Magda and me; mostly Magda though. We ditched them later in winter and thought that the "Silver King: acc was gone forever.
In spring El left to a private school and Paige basically ignored us. But it started up again in year 8 a few months ago. Magda, Gail and I started writing stories together at the end of year seven and continued into year 8. Paige joined one of these books; "From Rucharc Castle" It all went downhill from there.
We were all in a team at school and at one point Magda, Gail and Paige had a disagreement with some others in the team (R, D, P, C). I agreed with R, D, P and C. Paige then turned on me and said I was a crap friend. Gail sided with Paige but kinda ignored me though, just trying to please her. They just kept bullying me; saying I was worthless and laughing at anything I enjoyed doing.
It made me feel crap losing my best friend (Gail) like that. Magda stuck by me and sat in the middle not taking sides. Paige bullied her too but Magda was to loyal to do anything. The "Silver King" acc came back and started bullying me again and made me feel insecure. Now Magda has dumped Paige but Paige is still trying to bully us and make herself feel powerful.
I am friends with Gail again but she will scorn things I like if Paige is around. But now after everything that's happened and everything I've survived I know I was always good enough!
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GiantSquidEal I want to thank you for sharing your story with the world. It means a lot to me that you did.
I know you'll fight through and everything will be fine you just have to keep your head high.
I personally want to thank you for joining the challenge because of how long it's been since someone participated and this means the world to me!
