Spencer knew she shouldn't be doing this.
She knew he was genuinely happy, something that is rare with Toby, but she couldn't help but feel angry and jealous about it.
This woman, who he's known for less than 2 years is making him so much happier than she did in 6 straight, loyal years.
And in three days he would be marrying her.
So why was Spencer standing in front of the house he built for her at 12 o'clock in the morning, 3 days before his wedding.
That exact question looped for her head about 18,000 times before she even got the courage to unbuckle her seatbelt.
When she finally was able to make it up to his door, and knock. She considered making a get away.
But she didn't.
She civilly stood there, until the door cracked open.
"Spence, hey." Toby said, a confuse tone in his voice.
"Hey. Umm, I hope I'm not interrupting anything. I know the weddings approaching really quickly."
"No, you're good. Yvonne's staying at her parents before the wedding and I've just been chilling out here eagerly."
Spencer slightly cracked a smile and looked down.
"Hey, sorry, come on in, count on me for being rude." He said opening up the door.
She quietly thanked him and walked into the house she could be living in.
"Toby, this looks amazing...you did all of this?"
"Yeah, pretty much. I mean, Yvonne did most of the decorating of course, but I did all of the building and applying."
"It looks...just wow." Spencer said, imagining herself living in this house.
"So why'd you pay me this lovely visit?" Toby asked, snapping Spencer out of her day dream.
"Oh, well I just needed to get something off my chest." She admitted.
"And that is..."
"I came here to tell you. And I want to. But I'm just realizing how
incredibly stupid and insane it is..."
"Spencer, tell me. You know you can tell me anything without any judgement. We established that 9 years ago..."
Spencer took a deep breath, "I still love you."
"And I love you Spence."
"No, Toby. I'm still in love with you." She said looking down, not wanting to see his reaction.
Within 2 seconds, her body was pressed against the wall, and his lips were attached to hers.
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She laid quietly on his chest, wondering what was next.
Was this just going to be a one time thing, or was this going to change absolutely everything.
She decided to give the constant loop of thoughts a break, and slowly fell asleep on top of the love of her life.
the next morning
Streams of sunlight flooded into the dark room, as Spencer slowly cracked her eyes open.
She was laying, naked, alone in a unfamiliar bed.
She rolled around and realized exactly what happened when she was faced with a photograph of Toby and Yvonne in Paris.
She nearly became sick.
Was she becoming that girl? That girl that gets attached and won't let a single soul be happy and move on.
She was praying to god that wasn't the case.
She got out of Toby's bed and threw the clothes she had previously worn back on.
She walked into the attached bathroom and quickly fixed her hair, before she wondered into the hallway.
When she approached the kitchen, she saw a shirtless Toby, drinking a cup of coffee.
"Hey." She said, startling him.
"Hey, umm, you sleep alright?" He said awkwardly.
"Yeah, you?"
"Yeah."
For a moment, everything was silent, as the both of them fell into deep thoughts.
until Toby, broke that silence.
"We need to talk about what happened last night."
"Yeah, I agree."
"Last night...you came, and you told me you still loved me. And for some reason. I just had this urge to kiss you. And by the end of the night. I realized I made a...a giant mistake. I love Yvonne. Hell, I couldn't live without her. And I don't know if I slept with you because I just needed to be with one last person or because I truly wanted you...but it was a mistake."
Spencer stood silently, as a tear slid down her cheek."
"I'm so sorry Spencer, I shouldn't have lead you on I-"
"No. It's fine...it's whatever. Umm, I should probably go, I promised Ali I'd go to brunch, and I need to get ready. I'll umm see you." She said quickly escaping his house, before he got the opportunity to speak.
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The four girls smiled as she entered the barn with the same clothes on and sex hair.
All was fun and games to them, until the realized Spencer's red, puffy eyes.
"Oh hunny, what happened?" Emily said approaching her friend.
"He chose her."
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Wow emily updated, it's been a hot minute.
Anyways I'm beyond sorry I haven't updated in like 30 years, I've been busy with my personal life and was on major writers block.
I know this isn't bad, but it's something. I know it's sad but hopefully you'll be seeing a part 2 soonish! I'm working on a few other one shots, so I'm hoping I finish those and they go over well!
Also, my I'll be 15 in 12 days! Whoop whoop! hopefully I can get a bday one-shot finished before than!
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