*If y'all can't already tell, I absolutely love doing one shots to songs.*
It was easy to tell that the time she thought Toby played her was gonna forever be stuck with her. She couldn't get the memory's out of her mind.
every time she closed her eyes; she was locked back up in Radley, in the same state she was, thinking the love of her life was dead.
She couldn't tell him that though, he was... to sweet. He would instantly feel horrible, eventually break down,knowing what he did to her, she knew he wouldn't be able to live with himself.
She told him she was fine. But in reality she was scared. Crazy thoughts ran through her head.
What if he's lying?
He Doesn't love you.
He's using you, he just wants sex.
But still, she sat still, laying in his muscular arms, silently crying. She didn't want there relationship to be this way. Before, it was loving, caring. People awed when the two were with each other. And now, what will people think of them.
Word got out about how the two had broken up. Rumors spread of course, nobody knew about A, so they automatically assumed he had cheated, or that he had abused her. Of course none of those were true. Even though she went along with it.
But when she was put in Radley, a whole new set of rumors went around. People heard that Toby was 'dead', some people thought she killed him, or hired someone too. Other people thought guilt dragged him down so much, he killed himself. Some people also believe he left her cause she was going crazy.
It was to much for Spencer, she broke down completely. But when Mona came to Radley, giving her an offer she couldn't refuse, she gained the slightest bit of hope.
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She wriggled from out of his arms. She couldn't do this, it was to much. She didn't want to leave him. But she had too.
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Tears feel down her cheeks as she picked up the pen.
Toby,
I'm so sorry. I know what you did was out of pure love. But I...I can't do this, it's to soon, we took it to fast too soon. I didn't think. And I'm sorry.
I need time to think, I need some me time. For the last year, I haven't put any thought into my life. So that's what I'm going to do.
I love you so much, and maybe this relationship is made for another life time. But I just want you to be happy.
And with me, there is no happy.....
I will forever love you. Please don't forget me. But please don't cry over me. Go find someone who will take care of you. Don't screw up Tobes.
Forever and always,
Your girl.
She placed the note on the pillow she had just been laying on, and walked out of the door in Toby's shirt and her jeans. She felt sick. She wanted to sob. She wanted to go back into that motel room and kiss him, tell him she loved him. But it was to late for that.
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She closed the door to her ford as tears escaped her mocha eyes. She sobbed, and sobbed, and sobbed. Until she couldn't cry anymore.
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He woke up to find the once sleeping brunette that was laying next to her was gone. Instead a note replaced her on the pillow she slept on. How could he have not felt her climb out of his arms. Did she leave the motel room? A whole bunch of thoughts ran through his mind.
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Tears feel down his cheeks.
"I love you...." he whispered, before breaking down.
By the time it was 6 o'clock, he had packed up all of his belongings and left the motel. He knew it was wrong. He knew she probably didn't want to ever see him again. But he had to do this, he would hate himself forever if he didn't.
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"Toby..." Veronica said bitterly.
"Mrs.Hastings," he replied.
"May I help you?"
"Yeah, umm, is Spencer here? I really need to talk to her."
"You really think she wants so see you? Nice try. She came home at two o'clock last night sobbing, because of you."
"I...I can explain..."
"Toby?" Said Spencer, interrupting him.
"What do you want Toby?"
"Can I please talk to you, Spence. Please?"
"Yeah," she sighed. Veronica moved as he made his way in the door. Veronica left the room.
"Spence. Listen.... I understand why you hate me. I just wanted to tell you I love you so much. Never forget that, okay? I just wanted to see you one last time..."
"Wha-what do you mean 'one last time'?" She asked worried.
"I'm leaving Rosewood. I can't stay here anymore knowing that the woman I love more than life will be too. I just, can't stay here."
"Ohh..." Spencer said. Her voice cracked and a tear slid down her face.
"Goodbye Spence,"
She walked down the stair case and kissed him on he cheek.
"Goodbye Tobes," she said, another tear feel.
And That was the last time Spencer saw the love of her life.
Ok I know I'm crying too.
So just to clarify this is a twist on the 3x24 spoby scene, and I honestly don't know what in the hell I was thinking when I made this.
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