Prince Blood | {Markson}

•EIGHT•

Mark P.O.V

Whatever I'm feeling towards Jackson absolutely spells trouble. But I can't do anything about it, so might as well just accept it. I just gotta keep this in mind, "Don't be too hopeful, don't expect too much."

Since having all these feelings and thoughts bunched up inside my head isn't good for my brain, I decided to talk to Youngjae about it.

"Hey Jae!" I called as I opened my room door, against the door right across the hall from mine. As I saw it open I heard, "Yes Mark?" A Youngjae in otter pyjamas walked out. Awww cute.

"I just wanna, talk about things, you know?" I said. He looked surprised for a second but quickly brushed it off and smiled. "Of course."

I invited him into my room and we both sat on his bed.

"Jae, I know this isn't a good thing and all, but lately I've been feeling weird around Jackson. And I can't stop this feeling but it's annoying me so much because I know I shouldn't trust myself liking someone like him but I can't do anything about it either. And I don't want to get hurt because of my stupidity, it's so frustrating." I let all my inner thoughts out as my eyes started to get a little watery.

I feel pathetic really, I cry about the smallest things that I don't even understand why I cry about.

Youngjae started stroking my back as I tried to stop myself from crying.

"Hey, it's okay. Let it out, you don't have to hold in your tears, Mark." He softly whispered to me, and I let my tears flow down my face, sniffing occasionally but staying as quiet as possible. I never liked to make noises when I cried.

Youngjae pulled me into a hug as I snuggled into him.

Youngjae P.O.V

Mark became very emotional ever since he turned into a human. Not in a bad way of course, it's just that he had richer emotions and was more sensitive. He would express his feelings a lot.

Maybe all those years of him never showing any emotions piled up and he's letting it out on his human form.

Mark is falling for Jackson just like I thought he would. And I've been there, done that, I know how he feels. Just because this is a punishment and we all wanna get this over with, doesn't mean I'm going to treat it as something that isn't real. I'll still try to comfort him as best as I can because no matter what, Prince Mark is still Prince Mark, and he's still feeling pain.

I decided to just go with the flow and not interrupt in what was supposed to happen, so if Mark was meant to get his heart broken by Jackson, then I'll just be there for him until the end.

As I hugged him, I whispered comforting words to him, and ran my hand through his hair. I told him not to worry, I'll be here for him, and it wasn't a big deal as things would work out somehow.

"Mark-ah, I've never told you this before, but I also fell in love with someone, someone that would never take another glance at me if he knew. I was also hopeless, because it was hard to get over that person. So before I left him I told him that I loved him anyways. His reaction wasn't the best I could hope for, but at least I didn't regret anything. Though it is a scar in my life that'll never completely heal, I still put it behind me. So you'll be fine, Mark."

I lied about the last part. I never really moved on. I still love him and I don't even know how, but white lies would never do harm.

Mark's sniffles subsided and I looked down, he was asleep. Maybe he didn't hear my little story at the end. It could be a good thing, so once he goes back to being Prince Mark, he wouldn't know what I've been through.

I tucked him into bed and left for my room. Hopefully he feels bette fun the morning. You usually do feel a lot better after you've let everything out and talked about it with someone.

Third Person P.O.V

BamBam lightly tapped the shoulders of his best friend, scared shitless of what would happen next. As he turned around, BamBam looked down.

"Hey... Jackson hyung?" He spoke. "Yeah?"

"I kind of... um... d-dropped your phone into the t-toilet." He stuttered. Jackson's face turned into rage within a millisecond.

Let us pray for Kunpimook Buwakhul.

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