My First Love{Complete}

Pt.5

February 2017
The Next Week

Janet's Pov

I was laying in bed with my wife who was asleep. It was my week to take a break then fly to the next city. My body was tired but I had to keep pushing even though the doctors think it's a bad idea but I had to make my fans happy. I stared at my wife sleeping beside me when all of a sudden her face changed. I blinked my eyes a few times but the only person I saw was...Toni? I touched her face and sure enough it was her.

Janet: Maybe I'm dreaming

I closed my eyes tightly then counted to ten but she was still there in my bed asleep when I opened my eyes.

Suzan/Toni: Baby? Are you okay?

I looked down and there she was staring up at me with those brown eyes. Her skin was like smooth caramel and her deep voice danced in my ears. Confused, I began to touch her all over and her body was that of Toni's.

Janet: Toni?

Suzan/Toni: Hmm?

Janet: Is it really you?

Suzan/Toni: What are you talking about? It has always been me.

Janet: Oh my God. I missed you so much. Please don't leave me again baby *cries* I can make it without you.

Suzan/Toni: Oh baby I'll never leave you again I promise. Can I get a kiss?

I pulled her close and kissed her lips. She tasted exactly how I remembered just like candy.

Janet!!

Janet!!

JANET!!

I jumped up out of my sleep. I looked at myself and I was in a totally different outfit. The room was bright due to the sun shining in and Toni? Where was she? I turned to look to my left coming face to face with my...wife? She had a look of anger and hurt on her face.

Suzan: Janet who the fuck is Toni?

Janet: Huh?

Suzan: Bitch if you can huh you can hear now who the fuck is Toni? Are you Fucking another bitch?

Janet: No why would you even say that? You're my wife Suzan you really would think I'd stoop that low?

Suzan: You was just calling another bitch's name you think I'm stupid?

Janet: I don't have time for this Suzan okay. There's no one else but you. There's no Toni or any other female so calm your ass down okay. You're giving me a damn headache.

Suzan: You know what Janet fuck you.

Janet: Fuck you too then...the fuck. Stop being so damn insecure all the time alright. Keep this shit up Suzan I swear.

Before she could respond, I got up and walked out the room. Was I mad at her outburst? No was I mad that she was mad? No
Was I mad that she wasn't Toni? Maybe. Ever since that day in my dressing room, I could get her out of my head. If I must  be honest, I never have. After she left, it broke my heart in a million pieces. I thought that we had a future together but she had other plans but even though all that, I loved her like crazy and sadly I still do.

~Unedited