My First Love{Complete}

Pt.12

April 2017
Toni's Car

Toni's Pov

Janet: Fuck mmmm wait don't move *trembles uncontrollably*

Janet and I just got done with another session in my car. I parked up by the cliff facing the Hollywood sign and dove right in. I had convinced her the night before to make it seem as if she's got something important to do today but I'm all honesty, I've got something to do and I've completed my to-do list of you know what I mean.  I held my lover in my arms smoothing down her now wild hair just embracing this moment yet again. She held my fingers playing with each one gently.

Toni: I've missed this Jan. Just being able to hold you like this...it's feels amazing.

Janet: Yea it does. Can I ask you a question?

Toni: Anything

Janet: Say I wanted us to get back together, do you think we could go back to the way it was? You know before all the drama?

Toni: Well I think so. I mean it's not gonna be like before but things take time and there could be a better and stronger bond if worked on. Why?

My eyes stayed glued on her as she escaped my grips and sat up facing me. That question threw me off to be honest but if it is what I think it is, my mission would've been completed. She held my hands and looked deeply into my eyes.

Janet: I can't deny the feelings that I had for you Toni. Ever since that day in the makeup room and the day we made love again, my mind has been all over the place. I can't stamp dreaming about you and honestly sometimes when I wake up and I realize that it was just a dream, I can't help but to cry.

Toni: So... what are I'm saying Jan?

Janet: I wanna give this another chance. I really believe that it's fate that brought us back together. What do you say?

Toni: What about your wife?

Janet: I love Suzan I really do but it's just some things that you can't control. I may love her but I'm still in love with you. So *grabs her hands* will you Toni Michelle Braxton be my shorty...again?

Toni: *laughs* Okay first of all don't say that again and second yes Janet Damita Jo Strawberry Jackson I will be your girl

Janet: *smiles uncontrollably*

Toni: But as much as I strongly dislike your wife, I think you have to do something about that relationship first. It doesn't matter how you tell her and when you tell her but you have to tell her but please break it to her gently...I still have a heart.

Janet: Speaking of her, one of the reasons why I'm doing this is because I'm tired of being unhappy and yesterday she gave me that clarification that I needed without saying nothing at all.

Toni: What happened?

Janet:What can I say? She cheated...she's been cheating for a while.

Toni: Wait a minute... was this before us or?

Janet: Yes before us. She doesn't know anything about us other than the name Toni but she's been going with some other chick for some times now.

Toni: And you didn't say anything? You knew and you didn't say anything?

Janet: Nope I mean what for? She's gonna do her thing and now I'm doing mines...with you. I think it's about time to go out separate ways anyways so she'll get what she's been wanting.

Toni: I'm proud of you baby and I'm that you gave me another chance.

Janet: You have to promise me one thing though

Toni: Anything

Janet: Promise that we'll always be together no matter what. I can't afford to get my heart shattered in pieces again.

Toni: I swear on my life Jan you and me are forever. I just wanna show you how much I've changed and that you can trust me again.

Janet: Great. How about another round before you take me home?

Toni: Thought you'd never ask...come here baby.

Short? I know but it's something 🤷🏽‍♀️
~Unedited